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Don MarcoDon Marco
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Don't wonder. Do it
Mod22Mod22
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That’s a dope ass Comment. I’m so scared that’s the thing I’m scared that my sexuality is changing or It’s going to change when I do erp
hocdgirlsummerhocdgirlsummer
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@Mod22 But like dont wonder do it is not really an option. If it was id be doing it right now. But if i would do the things i love i wont enjoy shit bevause of this so why bother doiing it? I dont feel the joy of all the things i used to love, hell i dont even love anything anymore. All i cn do is imagine how it is to have peace of mind and be happy and live my dreams but as long as i have hocd they are not my dreams anymore. I am truly 2 persons. the first i was before hocd and the other i am now with hocd and the one with hocd dreams about being the the first person but you cant just be another person.
Don MarcoDon Marco
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@Mod22 Everybody's scared. Once you do it and see that nothing happens when you don't obey the thoughts, the anxiety will disappear. I know it sounds simple, but it's because it really is that simple.
hocdgirlsummerhocdgirlsummer
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@Don Marco For me it aint the case. I keep doing what i would be doing but everythig is with loaaaad sof anxiety. The anxiett is from not feeling what i used to feel for somethig i loved. But i feel numb. I get triggered thousand times if i keep doing what i would do if i didntt have hocd
AsnkuAsnku
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I would be more confident, happier and when i get over this I promise I am gonna live fullest
Mod22Mod22
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Me too, I’m so scared for myself to be honest
Inferno Inferno
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Omg ? I would probably make fun of ocd and other disabilities, or i would be healthy mentally
Mod22Mod22
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You shouldn’t make fun of other disabilities that’s not good But being healthy mentally is the goal
Inferno Inferno
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@Mod22 I get you, but I’m saying that if I was a perfectly fine I wouldn’t understand someone else’s pain and I would probably make fun of them
OcDeDOcDeD
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Much better, for sure. More friends, more activity, better job.
Mod22Mod22
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Me too I was planning on starting a business this year but couldn’t get it started because ocd was in the way
hocdgirlsummerhocdgirlsummer
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I do this 24/7
ilovemylifeilovemylife
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It honestly makes me realise how perfect my life was before this.
cnvcnv
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I would have probably been way more superficial and dumb. Idk about you, but this suffering that intrusive thoughts gave me, opened my mind to a broader understanding of life and the purpose of pain. Thanks to ocd I went deep into philosophical topics, I understand way more now than I used to. I’m also more connected with myself, as weirdly as it sounds because, most of the times, my ocd gives me the impression that I don’t have a self. But, regardless of that, we, the people suffering, we have been in the depths of ourselves, where is dark and frightening, we know what is down there, thus we arent’t as afraid anymore, wich makes us stronger
Ridethewave Ridethewave
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I'd probably be getting good grades in my first year of uni and not drop 3 classes ??
Mod22Mod22
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I get you sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve this shit I feel so guilty about this Especially since I’m a Christian and I wanted to strengthen my Relationship with God and now I have Hocd and in Christianity this is a sin I feel like I’m loosing everything including my own life Hence why I wish how my life could have been like this year even when I try to flirt with girls it really doesn’t feel the same I don’t know what to do anymore
OcDeDOcDeD
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@Mod22 Why OCD is a sin?
Inferno Inferno
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@OcDeD Nah it ain’t
Inferno Inferno
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@Mod22 Not to be rude but if god didn’t exist, did we pray for no reason
Mod22Mod22
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@Peridottttt I know but In Christianity it is so I’m just ashamed to have these thoughts
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