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You were a child. I'm not sure what you did but I'm POSITIVE it wasn't as bad as you think, ocd makes you think it's horrible and you are horrible, you aren't I promise if you would like to share I'm a total stranger and you can get it off your chest and stop feeling so alone but even if you don't your life is valuable and should never resort to that, try distracting yourself maybe like with a show, I rewatched the new Barbie at my lowest feeling guilt and being tired of living feeling like everyday is worst than the last, but it does get better I promise you

I’m sure we’ve all done things as a child that we regret, I know it’s difficult but you can’t beat yourself up over something that happened when you were young and didn’t know any better. I hurt someone too when I was younger, I said really terrible things to them. But I know now I would never say things like that ever, I am not the same person. You only have one life, we all make mistakes. Please know that even though you may have hurt someone, they would never want you to take your life over that. You’re loved and important, we can’t lead a perfect life. I don’t know what you done, but nothing could be worse than hating yourself over your past actions, especially when you were only a child. Have some compassion for yourself ❤️