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- Idk
- Date posted
- 5y ago
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- rlrrlr
- Date posted
- 5y ago
I feel like so many of the girls with hocd on here have this same problem of ruminating about liking lesbian porn (i do lol) it’s been basically the only type of porn I’ve watched since I started watching when I was younger and now it makes me go crazy with bad hocd thoughts. but we all know it’s so common for straight women to like lesbian porn!
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- hocdgirlsummerhocdgirlsummer
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Yes, the fact that we all easily commit that we did this must mean something. Because if we wouldve felt actual feelings for woman we wouldve commit that too. Its just we think nevause we did this that were into woman and hocd made us believe weer able to love a woman in a romantical Way. But bevause this is not our nature it gives anxiety. Now all we can hope for is that we slowely get to our senses and turn intou ourselves again.
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- hocdgirlsummerhocdgirlsummer
- Date posted
- 5y ago
@hocdgirlsummer Its just sad that becaude of the brainwash we lost feelings for man which makes it harder for us to believe and know were straight
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- LinaLina
- Date posted
- 5y ago
I think I may have but your story is very similar to mine. Lesbian porn as embarassing as it is became an addiction I would watch it every day so I would have to find more and more things that could continue to satisfy me. Anything to get me off basically. I hate that I did it.
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- hocdgirlsummerhocdgirlsummer
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Yes im the exact same. Its like porn made me like turn on, but my romanrical desire was to be with a boy. That gave me anotber feeling like warmth, feeling alive ukno like actual pleasure but it didnt turn me on. I always knew that inwould be turned on if a boy touches me. But i didnt really had a problem with not being turned on when i see a sixpack because i loved the feeling of the warmth and being alive i get from fantasizing so yeah. But idk what this means because porn made me turn on like really sexually. But yeah i thibk more girls have this
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- miroquiltmiroquilt
- Date posted
- 5y ago
I'm a straight woman and enjoy sex with men only but I also watch lesbian porn the majority of the time. The female body is more pleasing to the eye in many cases. I don't think the type of porn I prefer has any bearing on my sexual orientation and I know that I would never want a real life sexual relationship with another woman. I think I watch it because it's easier to fantasize when you relate to the person your looking at.
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- Ridethewave Ridethewave
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Yeah. Only two men that Ive ever fantasized about though, my highschool crush and my bf. Otherwise I watched porn. I used to watch alot of lesbian porn as well, but then I switched to straight porn
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- IdkIdk
- Date posted
- 5y ago
So you’ve actually been able to finish with just fantasizing?
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- Ridethewave Ridethewave
- Date posted
- 5y ago
@advice? Yeah I can. I used to sext as well, that was my thing for a bit too
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- poprocks1poprocks1
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Yes but masturbation is interesting. I tried it once and decided I would rather be with an actual man. But then of course my OCD told me I was asexual because I didn’t find masturbation to be as mind-blowing as it is for some people. It really depends on the person I think. I’ve never used lesbian porn or had the desire to even watch it but I think a lot of women do.
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- poprocks1poprocks1
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Also if this is something you are worried about- remember different strokes for different folks- lol- some things work for certain people, and others these things don’t work- not sure if that helps but it helped me rationalize my OCD
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- IdkIdk
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Thank youu
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- Tolly537
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Ok I have a question for y’all. After you have a good moment with a guy, like when you think about him and want to be with him and it feels good, does anyone get the intrusive thought “what if I’m romantically attracted to men but sexually attracted to women?” Because that just came up for me and it is not fun and very worrying. Because I have been aroused by lesbian porn (I did this before my HOCD intrusive thoughts started) and now I’m worried because I was aroused by that I can only be sexually attracted to women ?
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- 68273
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y ago
Sexual things and HOcD
Many years ago, I use to masturbate to female porn but I knew it was something I wouldn’t do in real life. I imagined women doing stuff to me but not me to them. I couldn’t orgasm with my boyfriend. Now, I can orgasm through regular sex w my husband and I don’t masturbate anymore but I just remembered I use to do that. I read that 90 of straight women do stuff like that but now I’m terrified that my theme is real. Because I remembered that. I don’t masturbate anymore because my values have changed and thought why do I need to do it if my husband takes care of me. My theme started with fear of being a lesbian and then switched to fear of being bi and now back to lesbian. I’m so scared.
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- Redrose
- Date posted
- 1y ago
In need of queer advice!
Hello, I’m 22F. I have always had crushes on men and have dated men. I never really CARED for sex much but I would still do it. I watch lesbian porn or anything that stimulates the girl more/ what I would enjoy. I fantasize about getting with a girl/ wanting to do things with a girl because of how good it would feel. However, I’ve been in a relationship with a guy for 2 years. Before him, I used to really like another guy. I can’t differentiate between whether I am lesbian, BI, or just straight with normal fantasies. I can’t think/ imagine myself in a relationship with a girl but I guess it wouldn’t be bad to get with a girl at the same time. Sex is just sex. However, I started having obsessive thoughts about my sexuality 2 years ago since then I’ve been diagnosed with health anxiety also. I don’t know, could it be that I’m just not that into my current boyfriend that it makes me question my sexuality? Is it it possible that he might not be so attractive to me that it makes me feel / think what if I am not straight? How can you differentiate between intrusive OCE or the reality / truth of something?? I don’t recall ever having a crush on a girl but I still see certain men and acknowledge how good looking they are and imagine being with them.
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