- Date posted
- 2d
School is close help
(Reposted ! Last one I deleted since I was just ranting at that point and now I feel like I need more advice than listening if that makes sense <:"^) but NO reassurance as per usual ! as much as I want it.) But anyways my OCD is FLARING, awful scenarios are showing up and having to see loud and obnoxious classmates, and everything I don't like again tomorrow + having to deal with partnering up with other people constantly and other things and it is making me choke up with tears and I feel like I'm going to PUKE . Like my stomach is turning, my chest is pounding, my head is pounding as well and I feel like I'm going to go nuts . I don't feel well and I know this is a school fear thing because yesterday I felt completely fine . (Besides headache but that was also due to OCD.) I have never felt this way about a place before and it's messing with so many of my OCD subtypes. I keep doing compulsions to try to ease the stress but the intrusive thoughts just won't stop coming. So anyone who has graduated or has had a really hard time during school if you guys have any advice for me it'd be really appreciated !! But more so advice of how you guys prepare yourselves mentally or what you guys do, I don't have the resources for the school to help me out for many reasons nor teachers take me seriously at many times (so I'd prefer not getting any advice on talking to counselors or stuff life that !) -- Teachers also don't allow headphones for students in certain classes, obviously no phones. Especially no headphones for classes where I need to talk to others classmates and stuff like that. Which is frustrating since that's the only comforting thing I have left and after that I feel like it's just over for me . :^( So pls let me know !!