It feels like I just need to accept this, but how? When I’m not any of these things. But these thoughts seem to real! Like I want these things and I like them. But no I don’t. Could this really be hocd?? Any thoughts hocd sufferers??

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@JS0406 Yes she really did help. Thank you :)))

@advice? No problem, she has a few other videos which are good

@JS0406 Do you suffer from hocd??

@JS0406 Just anyone in general with hocd lol. I had a triggering thought

@JS0406 Okay so I was just thinking and talking to someone about a guy choosing a girl over me and I was like “ya she’s so pretty. I don’t doubt he chose her over me I would to!” And like I freaked out and am now scared I’m a lesbian again or that means I’d date her. Cause I wasn’t even thinking about my hocd when I said that and it triggered it. Does that sound like something a straight girl can say? Or only like someone who likes girls?

@JS0406 You can be honest

@annehatesocd No you can find girls pretty and not be gay your just appreciating someone’s looks, that’s the thing I struggle with finding someone attractive vs real attraction

@JS0406 No but the part I said “I would to” (like I’d chose her over me) is what freaked me out. Is that normal? Or does that seem normal? Like if you were talking about a girl who chose a guy over you and you thought he was better looking than you. Would you be like “I don’t blame her I would too”

@annehatesocd But ocd will trick you

@JS0406 Okay oh my gosh I know reassurance is bad but that calms me down a lot it scared me so much My dad whose as straight as can be has said “if I was a girl I’d screw him” and stuff and ya I’m like “if I said that I freak out” gosh I hate hocd