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This might sound outrageous but masturbation is sin. I did it from let me guess 10 yo (?) until 27. I'm 30 now - in my 3rd year of celibacy. Dont let the devil fool you into thinking God is cool with it.
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Man I belive in God but sometimes it feels natural like sometimes it’s healthy. Not in the way i do it no not at all but once at 2 weeks that’s normal I guess
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@Ionut Hetero sex in a marriage is the only sexual act acceptable to God. Every other form is fornication and will lead to hell. This is what the bible says and it is that serious.
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@Ionut We got to have self-control man. You can make it bro. It really is possible. Ask God for guidance and strenght.
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Thank you I will pray for you too!
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Im just as confused It’s a mission for me to ejacualte I keep switching from straight and gay porn trynna figure out which I prefer it’s the worst
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Same man. I tried watching bi porn. I really didn’t want to so i switched to straight. I cant watch any explicit sexual video with men as after masturbation i would obsess whether or not i am bi and when i walk on street i would obsesss like OBSESS Imaging every men in such a state and that s gross and gay and i always check for gronials.
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I feel like porn is messing my head cause i kinda became an addict i masturbate daily and idk ive heard stories of people actually switching to gay porn just for « changing the channel » like cuz they get bored. Idk man sometimes i feel we live in a fucked up society
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We lost out values and stuff
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I totally agree we have easy access to billions of videos and honeslty I underestimated what I was getting my self into when I started masturbating which was only last year but porn can pretty much become an addiction stronger than any other and it can seriosuly play around with your mind especially when you have ocd
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Exactly why the hell are we questioning why we have gronials when we are literally surronded overdosed with sexuality. It loses its value man... like our brain gets a kind of a sense of achieved purpose
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I really am thinking of starting a 30 days no fap it seems so hard tho...
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Especially with hocd cause whenever i get a hocd gronial i need to urge to watch some straight porn and to masturnate to reassure
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Mabe you should try cutting down instead of completely stopping so you don’t burn out or only limit your self to watch straight porn that’s what iv been trying to do and it’s been doing ok for me
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I already am watching just straight porn. There was this time when hocd got really hard and i was curious so i just searched i didn’t even clicked on the video
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Good on you I can’t say the same I didn’t know I had ocd so I though it was whst I wanted and went with it it really mad things soo much harder
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So are you currently still watching gp?
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Ok I’ll try try to reduce it slowly.. i can’t just you know stop it
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I pray for you bro. Slay that dragon!
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I was looking at adult pictures and I had a small groinal response to a really triggering picture of a man and it’s making my sexual orientation OCD go into hyper mode, idk why I do this shit to myself I keep acting on compulsions that just make things worse
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What is it about getting a groinal réaction, feeling like you are into it with the not-prefered gender and not getting any with you partner and prefered gender? As i am not fzeling anxiety it really confuses me like do i want to have a girl not a boy
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Hey everyone I’ve been doing good lately. I have an ocd therapist and I’m working on myself. Haven’t been doing as many compulsions or checks The last couple days I feel like I lost physical attraction to my wife and my mind says it’s because I’m gay. At this point I’ve been going back and forth on this for years so I’m more accepting but it still freaks me out. Then I noticed a coworker who is define as an attractive guy and thought about what it be like to be gay with him. It didn’t seem horrible but it seemed off somehow. Fast forward I tried gay porn…..again. At first like always it did nothing but I kept like making mental accommodations and trying to physically put myself in the situation. Then all the sudden I ejaculated. Sorry if too graphic. It’s happened before like that but I don’t get why. I feel horrible after it happens too. Anyway I tried straight porn to balance it out and it took forever. Maybe I just need to accept I am gay or not totally straight. I notice attractive guys and girls but I dream about my wife/girls, feel more comfortable thinking about a heterosexual relationship and can’t like get aroused to guys outside of porn. Can anyone relate? What does this mean? I might be seeking reassurance but need help
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