- Username
- kaylamarie
- Date posted
- 4y ago
Yes, that number freaks me out too. When I had a previous theme of fear of possession, I would see it multiple times per day constantly and it would stress me out. But you’re hyper aware and are noticing it because it causes you stress and anxiety. It’s like when you buy a new car and then you see that car everywhere. Your brain is always going to pay extra attention to the things you react to. Then once you start to forget about the number, you will hardly see it.
It’s difficult, but the best thing you can do is expose yourself to it. Either by reading, writing, or saying the word. But you have to sit with the anxiety and let it wash over you.
It’s not silly at all! One of my worst fears is devil, demons possession ect so if I see that number, I would internally freak out. But then I started saying to myself “just a number, next please”. It was a hard and I took practice but eventually I just stopped seeing it.
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That number freaks me out too. I’ve established something key though that helps me through it. For every time you see that particular number, just know there is an offsetting number out there somewhere and probably close. Perhaps a number right by it and when you add the digits up, the one that caused the fear is no longer that number as it has been adjusted up or down by the other. It really helps me out! Also, I believe it. Numbers may be random, but I truly believe they add up to something more than just the one you see.
Thank you so much for the response Myka! I am sorry you have experienced a similar fear, but it’s encouraging to know I’m not the only one and it could get better!
Gosh I’m working on it with my therapist but it truly is so overwhelming. And I know it’s silly because it’s just a number but to me, my ocd convinced me it’s so much worse
This is so inspiring you have no idea how much you’ve helped me tonight!
I need help with something. I have severe OCD. To the point where I will start at 7AM and won't stop until I go to bed. I have a fear of the number 6. Also, I get the word "devil" and "God" stuck in my head. It is intervals of 9 and at 6PM I started a habit where I have to say "devil" and "God" over. But the main one is saying "God" over a bunch of times until it feels just right. I'm scared of stopping my habits at anything with the number 6 because that will really be the day I stop the 6th? If that makes sense. In all honestly I know nothing bad is going to happen and I know I will be fine, but it still gets stuck. I am interested in exposure therapy. So with that being said...would people think it would be better to stop at the number 6 so that way the fear will go away or should I try to stop around 7 or 8? What would be the most helpful?
Does anyone here experience hit and run ocd? If so, do you mind sharing any tips on how to deal with it? I’m struggling! I can’t drive anywhere without it creeping up on me, I try not to drive around for reassurance but I always do and it definitely doesn’t help! I spend the rest of the night trying to remember every detail of my driving and I’m always checking the news I hate it ughhhhh
Hey all...so I just had this thing happen a couple of days ago. I wrote about it earlier, but have been obsessing and can't sleep. Please help if you can... I have a fear of numbers, mainly 6 which is a religious thing. We were having this fun drawing for picking gifts. 1 to 25 was written on tiny pieces of paper. I was the second to draw. In my head, I kept saying, " please don't be 6" and of course, it was. I drew the freaking number out of the remaining 24. Now I feel as if I am evil or can conjur this bad stuff to manifest. It has reinforced this feeling of evil. I say I'm a believer in Christ but this has scared me so desperately bad. It seems as if there is no relief. With ERP you choose to expose yourself to your triggers. This feels as if it was chosen for me...by something malevolent? Oh God, please help! My mind is out of control...
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