- Username
- uwotm8
- Date posted
- 4y ago
Seriously can’t handle my life nothing ever goes right
I’m literally worthless
I don’t mean to belittle what you’re feeling because that sounds extremely painful, but I do think it’s Important to note how intertwined your sense of self worth is to your romantic relationship. Obviously relationships are an extremely important facet of living a meaningful life, but they are just one part of a larger picture! I guess what I’m trying to say is, you have so much going for you outside of this relationship or ANY romantic relationship. Your OCD is making you conflate your purpose with the state of this relationship, but that’s not necessarily true!
I think I may have undiagnosed bpd as well as ocd if I’m honest
Dear uwotm8 , With OCD sometimes you can get overwhelmed and feel helpless to the symptoms. You sound discouraged, overwhelmed and I wanted to remind you that you are not alone. Please read the email sent to you from NOCD, we send these when users are in despair, mention self harm or feeling overwhelmed.The email will provide referral support. Please know that the NOCD program is working to reduce the severity of symptoms and allow you moments of peace. I hope you can sign up with an ERP trained therapist and get the treatment that will help improve your symptoms. Please also reach out to your support persons, dial 911 or go to the nearest emergency room if you have any thoughts of self harm or suicide. NOCD cares about you!
I just feel like I don’t care anymore. I’m so exhausted of swinging between constant thoughts and numbness. I just don’t feel like I can sustain the feeling of love. My boyfriend will find someone else. I know he thinks he loves me but I know he could also love again. He’d be fine if I just disappeared. I just hate myself and don’t want anyone to love me. There’s always going to be other people in the world a person will have a connection with so he could move past me just fine. No one connection means anything.
I’m just crying now. I feel like I’m being forced out of my relationship by my sexuality. Why can’t I stay with her?!? It’s not fair!!! I love her!! I really do how can I be in love this deeply if my brain says im gay. It feels like it’s already made it’s mind up that it’s time for me to end it??? Everyday it’s like I loose the control. The thoughts get worse, it feels more real, I feel like it makes more sense. IDC IF IT MAKES SENSE… I DON’t WANT IT! Please take it away I want my girlfriend. I love her
I could really do with some support. I'm feeling absolutely broken and just want to take heaps of pills to get rid of the pain I have BPD so any triggers struggle with my emotional regulation My ocd has been alot recently and my partner is feeling suffocated by me ,he is miserable and today he woke up and said I don't want to give you mixed signals when I asked if I'm allowed to hug him I have a debilitating anxiety disorder so this has triggered me in so many ways. What am I supposed to do with this? He's at work till 12 at night. I'm in home in my bed now stop crying feeling sick and don't know whats going on I'm struggling because to feel like the love of your life can't handle a big part of me feels like the worst thing in the world
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