- Username
- Drepet123
- Date posted
- 4y ago
Your question is the answer. Just let it be. Stop looking up how to get rid of it. Just know it’s anxiety and accept it. So hard at first, but once you realize it’s your body trying to defend you by making you aware and you accept that it gets better. I had this to the point that I thought I was seeing things because I was so aware of my pheripheral vision. I started hearing noise as one sound when I got over stimulated. I became obsessed with every sound too.
You’re so right. And what you described is exactly what I am experiencing. I got a sound “stuck” and became obsessed with it to the point that I felt I heard it in all background noise etc. I also became aware of all movement in my pheripheal vision as well. Both of these because of my extreme fear of becoming “crazy”. My psychiatrist told me that these are normal parts of anxiety, but it’s just so hard to believe and not feel on edge. This sound as one that you describe hit it right on the head. I’ll try to let it be.
Can I ask what you meant that you began hearing noise as one sound?
@Drepet123 Really difficult to explain but when I was like really anxious and things got loud in a room, usually a restaurant, I started thinking about it and for a quick few seconds every sound just mixed together and sounded like background chatter you hear in the movies. It was weird. My therapist just says I was hyperaware and over stimulated.
@lulu23 That’s exactly what I was having! It like sounds like almost like inaudible like crowd chatter/cheers. My therapist said the same. I was convinced I was hearing things or something but they pointed out since it only happens when there is stimuli, it’s just hyperaware and putting thoughts to sounds and hearing what you come to expect to hear. It sounds like our experenice are quite similar and I’m glad that it passes. The awareness of sound/perphrial vision is annoying
@Drepet123 Yea we are similar I actually have the exact same theme of ocd. Fear of going crazy. This time around with my ocd it got so bad due to health anxiety so I got on medication and my doctor told me to quit cold turkey after a month and I became dissociated. Thought I was actually going crazy. That’s when my hyperawareness really began. If it was 10/10 I’d say it’s 2/10 now and when my anxiety is bad probably a 6/10 for moments.
@lulu23 That’s my theme as well. A fear of further mental illness in particular so I read up and naturally my mind created its version of the symptoms. I also had the awareness start after quiting Luvox cold turkey per doctors orders and then the same with Clonazepam. Crazy stuff.
@Drepet123 Good luck @drepet123 I’m gonna bookmark this post maybe we can compare progress a month from now. Remember to let it be. All of our experiences with this type of anxiety aren’t meant to hurt us.
I got this after smoking weed and had paranoia. It returns when I’m in a state of high anxiety
I have hyperawaeness of others chewing loud things eg chips or ice. Don’t look in direction of sound. Distract yourself. Deep breaths. It sucks bc I have good hearing.
I know this is a very old post, but hopefully you have some sugggestjons on what worked for you I’m currently going through this. What type of exposures worked for hyper awareness related to sound? I joke that my hearing is so good, it’s my super power! I notice every white noise known to man, fans, heaters, engines etc. I even now notice background chatter in movies and shows. Sounds that I NEVER recognized before. I’m working with an OCD therapist on exposures for my fear of psychosis - reading articles on schizophrenia, watching videos etc. But, my hyper awareness of sound is still something I’m trying to overcome. I know the obsession with sound is part of my health ocd (fear of hearing voices/hallucinations), but I’d like to attack the sound obsession with erp like I am with my health ocd. TIA!
@pammyy Yes I am experiencing the same thing. Hyper aware of noise even when I’m not trying to be. Especially with the white noise in the fan or outside. It sends me into a panic. I have the same thing right now and I am terrified. I was told by my therapist that I’m just really anxious and hyper aware of everything now because this theme. But It’s so hard to believe. Any advice? How are you now
Has anyone else had an extreme fear of psychosis?? I made the mistake of reading so much about it that my mind is now always on “the lookout” for signs of it. This includes fixating on background noises, etc out of fear of hallucinations or hearing things. Naturally my mind has convinced me I must be, even though my psychiatrist has assured me I am just having anxiety/ocd. Has anyone had this and if so how did you get through??
Is anyone’s OCD about becoming schizophrenic? It really freaks me out, I used to not care about ambient city noise at all but every time I hear people talking or noises outside or something I have to record it just to make sure it’s real and not in my head. It’s really stressful, I miss not caring about sounds or people talking. Not seeking reassurance or anything, just wanted to know if people experience this as well. It’d be nice to know that I’m not alone 🥺
I’m wondering if anybody else deals with an intense inner dialogue. It seems like my thoughts overlap each other and sometimes don’t make sense. Whether it’s a song stuck in my head, a million thoughts at once or both. It seems to never stop, even my dreams are super vivid. More recently I’ve been noticing random words or sentences that somebody has said before that has no meaning to what I’m thinking about, it will just pop in my head for no reason. For example I’ll be in the shower and “hear” a sentence one of my friends said. It sounds like their voice but it’s just in my thoughts if that makes sense. My core fear is losing my mind, so this spirals and my ocd tries to convince me that I’m hearing voices. Can anyone relate? If so what are some things that you have found to be effective when it comes to staying present. I hate not being as involved in conversations or not giving my 100% attention to things happening around me
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