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Almost feels like someone is playing a bad joke with us
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Literally though
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Right now there is helicopter flying over our neighborhood to make sure of the curfew this is 15 minutes after curfew starred , wow wow humanity care for human life's so much all the sudden, can't stop people from killing,stealing ,rapeing eachother but you can lock WHOLE EARTH DOWN. yes there is dengours virus out but me and you and them and everyone knows that this is took a very different turn, this is not how you fight a sickness this is how you fight world war 3
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If I send you a picture of my hands you will think am 100 years old , don't worry about it , it's just result of following tv and media bout the infection too much, plus you seem to be young, so you will be fine , trust me there is somthing not right the scare style that tv and gov is using is way too much, public have rules to be comnicted with and they broke it badly when you scare a large group of people this much the results are disastrous, what am saying is u tottaly not alone this is a side effect of whatever is happning now and it's happning to all of us , if I watch somthing bout it on TV I start washing uncontrollably, I wish you get over it and know that each one of us have a day to leave this life and that's not for Corona to say .
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tysm!!
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Yeah my hands are so cracked and raw they hurt.. i know how you feel, its hard
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Yeah but world war also don't start in this very weird and confusing way, if that's what's happening that means trully we have been like sheeps all our life's, look I don't care what they are doing but in my eyes all athourties are falling one after the other, we need to have a world wide raise which will never happen, am very angry if this turns out to be a war, who give them the right 7 billion people in the world with the dumpest most disgusting leaders ever in the current history all of them they acting like gangs, I feel so so played all the time I feel am being pushed directed all the time ads, pleasures, brain washing repetive news, the confusion is I don't know what I feel is related to my mental sickness or this is actually how people are starting to feel right now ?
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I dont know how I feel either . I think this virus is not as bad as they say but I might be lying to myself cause all the adverts everywhere and restrictions ssay opposite. So itits confusing. I hope it will pass soon.
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Hehe well said. ?
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Maybe some parts of what I said is not clear yet but it will be I promise am sure that somthing is being planed and the viurs is real but it's not the reason anymore I believe this am I crezy if not if many people think what I think then what are we doing ?!
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i’m actually starting to believe that too
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Ace sorry I took up all the space on your subject
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By the way am not exaggerating, I lost my job allready last week my company is going thro very hard time , I can't even tell my staff the news yet I swear
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Yeah I think its world war 3 too. In poland everything seems like back in communism
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Moreover no world war started with words like : " hello people it is a world war 3 " xd . All conflict is hidden in the begining . But I think it wont be as scary as world war 1 and 2 . Something more economical.
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No dear u are very very much right , if your proudct is good you won't need as much marketing if it was killer I swear to you that media won't be acting like this, my whole family is politicians and they all think the same viurs is real but the rest is just a golden chance for athourties or who ever to get some things done with viurs excuse, it's too good to pass once in a life time for them
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@ace. I reccomend wearing gloves , but I guess is difficult to get them now
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I obsess constantly about my hands being dirty and feel like I can actually see the germs and bacteria crawling all over my hands if I can’t wash them as soon as I touch something. It’s really embarrassing since people in my life have noticed this “weird” behavior but it’s a huge problem for me and I don’t know how to make the obsessive thoughts stop.
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I'm keeping it light hearted but I really desperately need some help. Just to preface this is very tmi. I thought it was just gonna be a quick bathroom stuff. No! That would be silly of course, so number two decided to screw things up ROYALLY. And please bear with me because I am coping with humour 😭😭. So I went, but sometimes, tmi, I struggle to.... Get it all. Out. If you know what I mean. Which is pretty awful to the point I'm like genuinely praying. Because you can't clean up properly if you're not done. So I'm in the bathroom, trying, for over half an hour. And I finally give up pretty much and try and clean up. Oh no, that was a huge mistake. But what else could I do? It was so messy that I wanted to just get in the shower and be done with it. Onto the things I'm worrying about I guess. On the tp (tmi, I'm WARNING 😭😭) it was.... Messy, and there were very loose specks on the tp. Which is an issue, because I used wet wipes which needs to be binned and not flushed, so I have to carry the tp-wipe combo over to the bin, which means carrying it over where my legs are, and thus where my clothes also are. I hate it. I'm now paranoid specks fell into my underwear! Great! Love it. I'm also paranoid specks or just #2 in general went on my hand. And, believe me, with the state of things, it was POSSIBLE. So when I'm finally done and wash my hands, of course that isn't going to feel like enough. I have really short nails, so short they're painful, and I'm always terrified stuff gets under them. So, I use a nail brush while washing my hands. I also filed them down (which HURT) because I'm convinced that could get rid of anything underneath them. But it still doesn't feel enough. Because I have loose skin and hangnails around my nails, and I'm paranoid as well that stuff gets under dry skin. Not to mention my hands are so dry from washing that they're cracked and flaky and they peel, so I am worried that #2 or dirt gets under the flakes of skin. I know it sounds stupid, but I am so scared. Usually it feels irrational but it was such a state that I'm convinced there must be a speck of it on me somewhere. On my hands. And I'm terrified. I know I need to accept uncertainty but I'm struggling right now.
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(Long post warning) Hi, I’ve been struggling with severe OCD for six years now. it started in 2019 with my theme being getting sick/emetophobia. it devastated my life. I almost didn’t graduate high school from it. I remember washing my hands for three hours one day until they were nearly bloody while crying and asking why I could not stop doing it. I remember id have to write and rewrite sentences when I did my English homework and that’s why I nearly failed that class. I remember how I would spend up to thirty minutes to an hour pacing the halls of my apartment while my mom was asleep until I neutralized the thoughts about throwing up and I could finally go to bed. I don’t know when it happened, but my theme switched. Sometimes in late 2020 or early 2021, it switched to POCD. It started with a single thought, and I focused on it and it’s been my theme since then for four years. It has been absolutely destroying me. I feel so disgusted and lost and just tired. My compulsions are severe now. I thought they were bad before, but now they’re ten times worse. I can’t eat, drink, change my clothes, walk, or even do things on my phone normally. I’ve developed so many mental compulsions that it’s so intricate and complicated yet at the same time I’ve done them so much that they’ve become normal. An example I have is if im putting on a shirt and I have a “bad” thought, I have to take it off and put it back on two more times (that’ll make it 3 times I put the shirt back on - odd numbers are my safe number). I have to have a good thought on the third time otherwise I have to take it off and put it on two more times to make it five times I put on that shirt. If not that then I just put on a different shirt because the original is now tainted with my bad thought. I can’t open apps on my phone. It’s with the numbers again. If I open TikTok once while having a bad thought - I have to close it and open it two more times and so on. Sometimes I do it up to 30 times. So I just don’t do things usually. I don’t turn on the TV because I know I’ll redo it. I don’t open a book or grab it off my shelf because I’ll have to repeat the action. I can’t even lay in bed without getting up and redoing it even if im exhausted. I just feel so helpless. I don’t know what to do. I feel disgusting and even now my minds screaming at me that I am dirty and what I think is true. I just wish I was free of this, I wish I could just live my life. I’ve wasted hours and days because of my compulsions. I mask it so well around my friends. I don’t do them in front of anyone or I’ve learned to hide it well. But when im back home alone, it goes haywire. I just want to live again.
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