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Almost feels like someone is playing a bad joke with us
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Literally though
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Right now there is helicopter flying over our neighborhood to make sure of the curfew this is 15 minutes after curfew starred , wow wow humanity care for human life's so much all the sudden, can't stop people from killing,stealing ,rapeing eachother but you can lock WHOLE EARTH DOWN. yes there is dengours virus out but me and you and them and everyone knows that this is took a very different turn, this is not how you fight a sickness this is how you fight world war 3
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If I send you a picture of my hands you will think am 100 years old , don't worry about it , it's just result of following tv and media bout the infection too much, plus you seem to be young, so you will be fine , trust me there is somthing not right the scare style that tv and gov is using is way too much, public have rules to be comnicted with and they broke it badly when you scare a large group of people this much the results are disastrous, what am saying is u tottaly not alone this is a side effect of whatever is happning now and it's happning to all of us , if I watch somthing bout it on TV I start washing uncontrollably, I wish you get over it and know that each one of us have a day to leave this life and that's not for Corona to say .
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tysm!!
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Yeah my hands are so cracked and raw they hurt.. i know how you feel, its hard
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Yeah but world war also don't start in this very weird and confusing way, if that's what's happening that means trully we have been like sheeps all our life's, look I don't care what they are doing but in my eyes all athourties are falling one after the other, we need to have a world wide raise which will never happen, am very angry if this turns out to be a war, who give them the right 7 billion people in the world with the dumpest most disgusting leaders ever in the current history all of them they acting like gangs, I feel so so played all the time I feel am being pushed directed all the time ads, pleasures, brain washing repetive news, the confusion is I don't know what I feel is related to my mental sickness or this is actually how people are starting to feel right now ?
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I dont know how I feel either . I think this virus is not as bad as they say but I might be lying to myself cause all the adverts everywhere and restrictions ssay opposite. So itits confusing. I hope it will pass soon.
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Hehe well said. ?
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Maybe some parts of what I said is not clear yet but it will be I promise am sure that somthing is being planed and the viurs is real but it's not the reason anymore I believe this am I crezy if not if many people think what I think then what are we doing ?!
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i’m actually starting to believe that too
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Ace sorry I took up all the space on your subject
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By the way am not exaggerating, I lost my job allready last week my company is going thro very hard time , I can't even tell my staff the news yet I swear
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Yeah I think its world war 3 too. In poland everything seems like back in communism
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Moreover no world war started with words like : " hello people it is a world war 3 " xd . All conflict is hidden in the begining . But I think it wont be as scary as world war 1 and 2 . Something more economical.
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No dear u are very very much right , if your proudct is good you won't need as much marketing if it was killer I swear to you that media won't be acting like this, my whole family is politicians and they all think the same viurs is real but the rest is just a golden chance for athourties or who ever to get some things done with viurs excuse, it's too good to pass once in a life time for them
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@ace. I reccomend wearing gloves , but I guess is difficult to get them now
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back in october i made my first post about my specific type of ocd, how it mixes in with my day to day and how i “deal” with it. i talked about the starting point, how it gradually got worse, and then how it was going just a few months ago. i always think it’s insane how much can change in just the course of a small to a large amount of time. right now, i honestly feel like garbage. to be quite sincere i really want to give up, i’m barely holding on by a thread. and if i cut that thread, i really doubt anyone would care. i’ve never considered myself to be a suicidal person, and i still don’t consider myself that right now. it just gets to a point where it’s just, a lot to deal with. i don’t really enjoy things a lot nowadays. sure i have good days like everyone does, like today, when i was just enjoying my day without worries. but then it all comes crawling back twice as bad the following days. i take online college so i’m usually just stuck at home most of the time. but, when i do decide to actually go out and leave my house, my ocd just explodes because i have this whole routine i need to do or else i feel like i’ll contaminate wherever i end up going. i’m not going to go really deep into my compulsions because it’s hard enough to live with them, much more having to type them all out in detail. but when i go out my compulsions go from wiping down all my stuff i’m going to use after showering, to washing my clothes/cleaning the washer + dryer. i also have separate things (or two of the same thing) i use specifically in my house, and items i use when going out. such as shampoo/body wash, deodorant, lotion, hair curler, etc. as if that’s not draining enough, i also feel the need to fast a couple days prior to any plan i make because i’ve forced myself to believe i need to feel empty in order to be clean. i’m not sure if that’s my past eating disorder talking, or my ocd, but my brain can’t help but think any food in my house is utterly and completely contaminated. i’m so tired of this feeling, feeling like nothing will ever be clean again. feeling like my ocd is trapped in my childhood home. feeling that wave of diseases rushing through my veins the moment i step foot into what’s supposed to be “home”. and i’m so scared of therapy because what if i do get healed, and then everything comes rushing back the second i step into my room. i’m planning on moving somewhere far from my current house in this next coming year, so sometimes i feel like just waiting it out. but it’s insufferable when going to hangout with someone. i miss my friends, my family, and my partner. it’s crazy to me that i’m dealing with all this at the young age of 18 but, i’m sure lots of people have it way worse. i just want to find a way out, any possible way. but i keep pushing myself deeper and deeper that when i finally find a way, it will no longer exist.
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harm ocd is the bane of my existence. people always tell me that if you have anxiety over a thought, that’s ocd. and these intrusive thoughts cause me IMMENSE anxiety. i’m constantly looking for reasons why i’m not what these thoughts tell me i am. but WHY DOES IT FEEL SO REAL?? it’s like i can’t reassure myself that this isn’t me and i don’t want to do it, but i also look for reasons why it’s not me. my brain is constantly telling me “if you don’t act on this, you’ll never feel free”. WHAT EVEN IS THAT?? and why does it feel real?? anytime i think about getting therapy, i constantly think that it’s not going to help me positively but help me realize i am this person. i just wish someone with harm ocd could get into my brain, understand me, and tell me everything will be okay. i wish someone in recovery could tell me that they’ve been where i am, felt the same feelings, thought the same thoughts, and got through it when they thought they wouldn’t. i feel like i’m drowning in it. another thing is i think about how my mom knows a surface level understanding to this form of my ocd, but if she knew it all, i’m scared she’d never look at me the same. i’m scared she’d be scared of me and think i need psychiatric help. IM TERRIFIED.
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I actually didn't realise this til now because I just assumed it was a coping mechanism from when I was really young. But when I tend to get stressed out or overwhelmed, I'll often start talking out loud to myself (which mostly means just whispering to myself because if i spoke really loudly, my mom would hear me lol). But nowadays with my fear of being surveilled, I keep having to catch myself because it's such a habit at this point for me to whisper out loud. Especially with me trying to reason through my false memories or really bad intrusive thoughts. Another compulsion. And then I keep thinking omg did I have my phone with me when I said that. Is anyone watching me rn? What if this person (that probably doesn't even exist) thinks my thoughts are true? What would everyone else think? And then I spiral afterwards. It sucks because I feel like I'm policing myself even when I know these are all just things I'm saying out loud and they don't mean anything— they're just thoughts after all. But I have this worry that if someone overheard me or all of this was suddenly revealed, that it might change how people see me or people might hate me or think i'm a bad person. And then I worry about me being worried about that because then I ask myself would a good person be worried about this? Anyways, another long post with me waffling and rambling. Thank you for taking the time to read this ❤️🩹
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