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Yeaah sis for suree it has effected every aspect in my life, like me my friends we were always so close always getting ready together sleeping over n shit but since this im afraid to get close to girls, i get akward around my best friends like thats crazy my best friend i know 6 year and my relation w her never been this weak because i dont feel like myself im not myself and it effects my character, im not as funny anymore lol im not as talketive and idk i feel like she can feel when j feel akward if that makes sense but i havent told her bout it i just told her im depressed but she is too so... she doesnt know bout the whole hocd part kt would explain a lot, its acc so sad bc we alwasy had so much fun but now its just alward and i keep getting nervous around her ands it hella annoying and when u said like they think where this girl been, exactly cuz i just be in my thoughts all the time i aint feeling myself no more i even feel like my appearance changed cuz of all the stress and shit, i lost my whole vibe u kno
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Nah fr school was a big distraction for all this but now its jus me and my thoughjt but i still work tho cuz i worl at a grocery store and btw theres this boy hes cute but like u know when u jusst cant get access to like the feelinfs for a boy cuz i try so harddd to feel the real feelings like i used to but they dont come and it makes me scared ill never be able to fall in love again and im 17 now and i dont wanna miss out on shit like all my other friends out here dating and i cant even develop any feelings for a boy bruuuh
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