- Username
- sailor22
- Date posted
- 4y ago
Woah woah woah.... don’t fight the thoughts. That just makes them worse. Just sit with the thoughts until they calm down. Whenever you get an intrusive thought, try not to react to it. Reacting to it is feeding it.
I know but it’s not easy and it’s been very hard for me. They are all day from the time I wake up and it’s cause a lot of fear and pain. I feel like my therapy and meds don’t help at all and I’m just stuck in this cycle. I’ve tried my hardest I just don’t understand and that scares me.
You’re not the only person who’s feeling this, trust me. I can relate to all of that, but what type of Harm OCD are you experiencing? Are you afraid of harming yourself or others?
I struggle with harming both others or myself.
Okay well I’m more concerned about harming myself but I’ve minor OCD when it comes to harming others. Anyways, I just think that we have to keep fighting because never forget that you shouldn’t give up five minutes before the miracle. Nothing lasts forever dude. Feelings and thoughts change and the fact that you want to just get better proves that you are very capable of doing so. Try to tell yourself that this too shall pass. Also keep in mind that despite struggling with this form of OCD for 6 months, you haven’t done anything which has got to mean something.
I understand what you say but it’s been so hard because it’s effected my life. I’ve been hospitalized twice and the first hospital also left me with PTSD because of the experience I went through. I know I haven’t done anything but it’s the fact I seem images and thoughts that make it feel so weird. I’ve just had a hard time and when it’s bad it just shuts me down. I’ve been out of work due to this also and I just don’t know how to control and navigate this. It’s hard to when the fear and anxiety hit hard I just cry and ask why to god.
Let me tell you something. I haven’t been hospitalized but I was diagnosed PTSD and had no clue that this could even be an obsession. I see images a lot and I even feel like everything is too real and that I’m in great danger. I quit work around a month ago and am actually planning to travel abroad just because I think mental health isn’t taken seriously where I’m at.
I also do the same thing. I’m always crying and asking God why this is happening and feeling frightened and hopeless almost 24/7.
Sorry to hear your struggle and I hope I’m where ever you travel to you find what your looking for. I hate the 24/7 struggle toO. I hear all the time don’t give into the thoughts and such but it’s a mental struggle all day. It’s from the time I wake to the time I may fall asleep. It’s always there where ever I am or go and I hate putting in a face and mentally struggle with friends and family. I feel like a burden to others and it scares me and I struggle every day. Thanks for talkin some
It hurts so bad and is so discouraging every time I have a good day and then OCD hits me like a wave of bricks because it doesn’t want me to be happy. Being happy and feeling relief the little I do is so magical and I ask myself could I really have this life? And then my OCD takes over and ruins it all for me. I am sitting here in massive anxiety being terrified of thoughts. How can a thought scare you so bad? Why does it have to take over my life. I am terrified I will act on these thoughts and that I want to do them. I also am struggling so bad with false memory OCD. Can’t figure out if I did something bad. I feel like I need to know and that I need to turn myself in for something I don’t even know if I even did. Does anybody else struggle with this? I am having a really hard time right now. 😔
I have a really hard time with harm ocd. It makes me believe that I would do in the near future surely something bad… And I don’t know what to do to make me feel better. I started to sit with uncertainty and accept the presence of my thoughts but it feels like I accept the content. I’m desperate, I think that I’ll suffer all my life with that. I know that there are ups and downs but those downs are really scary, demotivating, unhopeful.
I have pocd and i’ve started feeling better about the whole thing but I can never fully get over it. I don’t have panic attacks over the intrusive thoughts anymore, but I can’t help but feel so grossed out and whisper “ugh i hate myself, i wanna kms” to myself. It’s like every time i start feeling happy about anything, I get reminded of the fact that I have disgusting thoughts that I shouldn’t and I can stop thinking about how it’ll affect my future. What if it gets worse. What if I get in a relationship and he wants kids. I don’t ever want to have kids and I don’t ever want to explain to my s/o what i’m going through. What if my ocd gets really serious like it was last year but I won’t be able to get help because I can’t tell anyone. Ik others without ocd will never understand. Sometimes I really wish that I die so that I don’t have to deal with that. But I want to live and enjoy life. I want to travel and fall in love and have a family, but Ik my ocd will never let me be happy.
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