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Soph Soph
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just laugh at it; itās your ocd trying to sink itās hook into anything it can find that it knows brings you panic.
sanš»sanš»
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Okay gladly it didn't latch on for long cause fuck that. Im already dealing with hocd and the thoughts of girls :( don't want female children to get into the mix too
starry duckstarry duck
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Omg, I didn't get a groinal response but I legitimately thought I was attracted to a female child too. Do you know Elle from Ace family? I looked at her and thought I was attracted to her. These themes and thoughts are so weird!!
Maria SavioMaria Savio
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Yeah they are.....imo pocd is the worst theme
starry duckstarry duck
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@Maria Savio I don't think it's necessarily pocd, but I think hocd latches onto anything same-sex related :/
Maria SavioMaria Savio
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@stars That's very true it does
sanš»sanš»
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Omg yes, I thought she was a bit cute before and I feel a lil anxious
sanš»sanš»
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@stars Also yes, hocd latches onto anything thats girl :(
starry duckstarry duck
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@sanzida? Same, like when I look at her or any attractive girls, I get so anxious. It's like my ocd doesn't want me to admire someone's beauty :/
sanš»sanš»
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@stars True yes, I mean I've always aesthetically thoughts girls are pretty and tried to be like them. But after hocd I feel like I wanna be with them. Like I don't believe this stupid and horrendous shit :(
sanš»sanš»
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@sanzida? But I also do believe my thoughts ??
Maria SavioMaria Savio
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@sanzida? Do not believe them. OCD does anything it can to try to ruin you. Do not let it. Its false feelings and false attraction
sanš»sanš»
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@Maria Savio I try not to buy there are times where I can't ignore ?
starry duckstarry duck
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@sanzida? Omg same!! Like I would stare at their bodies sometimes because I found it aesthetically pleasing to look at, nothing more. However, my ocd is telling me that I wanted to touch it and do things ugh. :((
sanš»sanš»
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@stars Same :(. Idk what to do. I also don't get mental anxiety anymore, I only get physical anxiety like heart palpitations and I make this face "?" when an intrusive thought comes. I'm worried that I'm gay because I'm not mentally anxious :(
starry duckstarry duck
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@sanzida? me too sometimes ugh :/ everything feels so real, especially the random urges to smile, to say "i'm ---," etc. it's like it feels so real yet so forced and fake.
sanš»sanš»
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@stars Same sis same. I feel :(. I smiled yesterday at my bffs story where she was acting kind of silly and ngl I was on the verge of crying, I was like "yup this is too true, can't be just hocd*"
sanš»sanš»
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@sanzida? But then I immediately went "fuck no, it is hocd!!"
AnonymousAnonymous
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Same legit was just ruminating about being pansexual when I know i am straight
sanš»sanš»
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Ive been ruminating that I'm bisexual/biromantic :(. I mean it's okayish but not good or peaceful!!!
Maria SavioMaria Savio
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This āļøāļøāļø
Maria SavioMaria Savio
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OCD is so ridiculous, it will truly latch onto anything. Just know that these groonals are from anxiety and mean nothing, they definetly duck to have as I ve been thru them but this is all your OCD
Maria SavioMaria Savio
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Suck to have, not duck
AnonymousAnonymous
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Maria what if I get a groinal but no anxiety
sanš»sanš»
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@Omar123 Yeah thats a good question :(. I was a little worried abou that too
Maria SavioMaria Savio
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Those are two separate reactions....groonals come from anxiety yet you may not feel the anxiety cause your brain is getting bored of the thought. At least that's how I understand this. Basically chalk all this crap up to this: all of this, the intrusive thoughts, the groinals, etc is the handiwork of OCD. It will try anything g it can to trick you and make you doubt yourself.
sanš»sanš»
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Ahh makes sense. I'm still a bit worried about why I just got groinal to a female child but this was kind of relieving
Maria SavioMaria Savio
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@sanzida? I've been thru the same thing. It grosses me out totally. But it IS your OCD and nothing more
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This felt way too real!!
Why the hā¢ā¢ā¢ll did this happen to me? Seriously, I felt like a normal person yesterday, and now this morning, I feel like I am now a pā¢ā¢ā¢do. When I first woke up, I kept thinking about about the usual things about a kid, only this time it felt real. It was like I was into them sexually and because of that, my private parts growed. Even though I kept saying "no, no ,no" a lot, I felt was only talking to open air and it didn't feel like I meant it God, for the last couple of days, I truly felt normal for once, and against these thoughts. But now I know that I am a pā¢ā¢ā¢do and a piece of sā¢ā¢ā¢ā¢it for seeing kids that way. If I could go back before all of this happened, I fā¢ā¢ā¢ā¢cking would. Because I KNOW I was never like this before.
Anonymousssssss
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- 18w
Can somebody plz fking help me
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Anonimus ME š¦
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- 17w
I'm afraid !!! what is this?š
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