- Date posted
- 5y
- Date posted
- 5y
Isn't it odd that we come from totally different walks of life and can relate to each other 100 percent. That's how I know it's a disorder
- Date posted
- 5y
Never thought of it like that - that is so so so true x
- Date posted
- 5y
Yup exactly the same as u only my HOCD tries to convince me to try it out with guys to see if I like it but I have no desire to test it out and never have since it started 7 years ago
- Date posted
- 5y
It’s so so consuming! I think even if I did try it out my OCD would still go nuts. I just want it to go away tbh. I need to remember sexual attraction does equate to sexuality ? we will get there though, we got this
- Date posted
- 5y
@pure093 As in I look at someone of the same sex and I’m having an intrusion whereby I’ve sexualised them and I feel aroused that doesn’t mean I’m gay. Just as I’ve previously watched lesbian porn before HOCD and that doesn’t mean I’m gay just because I enjoyed it yanno - I hope that makes sense. As in sexuality is more than sexual attraction alone, is not just who you find attractive
- Date posted
- 5y
@pure093 Does that make sense? I’m panicking now that I’ve either upset you or that maybe I’m wrong and my OCD is going mental ?
- Date posted
- 5y
@pure093 That is OCD - it wants certainty! Unfortunately because we have OCD we are trying our best to fit into a box. But we have try and be comfortable not knowing and recognising that arousal is simply arousal is one of those steps. I’d love to reassure you but I’m not going to give your OCD what it wants x
- Date posted
- 5y
I was beating my OCD and then there was a back door spike and it’s convinced I’ve been bisexual my whole life and now just realizing it but I know I wasn’t but this overwhelming feeling of “being bisexual” came over me that I can’t shake. So now back to not doing compulsions! ?
- Date posted
- 5y
You can do it! Remember, maybe you are, maybe you’re not - which is so so uncomfortable but the sooner we accept that, the sooner the anxiety passes and the sooner we get clarity x
- Date posted
- 5y
I RELATE TO THIS LITERALLY IN EVERY SINGLE PART FROM BEING SCARED OF LOSINF MY BOYFRIEND AND GETTING A DIVORCE TO HAVING IMAGES AND URGENT FEELINGS I HATE IT SO MUCH
- Date posted
- 5y
It’s bloody nightmare: I think the boyfriend bit is my ROCD and HOCD ganging up on me ?
- Date posted
- 5y
@beth Yup I have both too and is sucks to bad I’m sorry you’re going through it
- Date posted
- 5y
@takingmylifeback I’m sorry you’re going through it too - but we can get through it!
- Date posted
- 5y
OK this this what I feel. It consumes me and I need constant reassurance that I’m not gay. I know I’m not but my ocd makes me think “oh what if you actually are” and I push people away and I get intrusive thoughts it’s AWFUL and I literally have no idea how to stop it or live
- Date posted
- 5y
I can relate, had a really bad ××× dream today and I felt so bad :(
- Date posted
- 5y
It’s so annoying isn’t it x
- Date posted
- 5y
Like literally it was so graphic I almost felt aroused, I didn't react properly to it either which scares me. I feel like I'm lying when I say I don't like it. I'm so scared :(
- Date posted
- 5y
@beth It is!!! :(:(:(:(:(
- Date posted
- 5y
@sanzida? I’m not going to reassure you, because that what OCD wants and then it will move. But treat dreams as you would thoughts. You don’t have control and so what if you were aroused, doesn’t mean anything x
- Date posted
- 5y
@beth I'm scared to go to sleep, I feel like I'll not react to it properly which will mean something :( But thank you I'll try to be calm about it. I can't keep my cool because this has been happening since like 2 days :( And I'm concerned. Still thank you so much :)
- Date posted
- 5y
@sanzida? Maybe you’ll go to sleep and have another dream like that and maybe you won’t - either way it doesn’t define us! It’s just our OCD
Be a part of the largest OCD Community
Share your thoughts so the Community can respond