I’m frustrated because I come here for help, but I don’t get any. It seems like my ocd gets worse when I come here. Especially with certain people and what they comment.

It’s just I’m not the best at wording sometimes especially when I’m upset and I posted something earlier, which I deleted and someone ripped me to shreds. It hurt my feelings. I wasn’t intending to be mean or hurt anyone or force my help on someone. I just try to talk about what makes me feel bad and how I want to help people and I get shut down. This person literally broke down my entire comment word for word and threw it in my face in the most condescending way. I was fed up and I got mad with them. I just had to delete it and block them.

@imokay I’m sorry :( if you want to talk about what you discussed I’m here

@GJ7 Ugh it’s just I saw a twitter post about people trashing psych majors and it triggered me because I like psych and they said all this stuff that bothered me. I was just talking about how it bothered me. I fully understand now how even though I don’t agree, what some of them felt was justified, but I didn’t need someone to belittle me about it. I was generalized and offended. I guess the way I worded the post also made it seem like I forced people to take my help, which I’ve never done and tried to explain, but that person did not understand. I’m just frustrated because I know that I am at fault for wording my post incorrectly and letting my emotions keep me from seeing how some of the comments/opinions were justified, but I’m also hurt and offended by the way this person came at me. I wanted to stay calm but I couldn’t. I got very angry and fired back. I have a tendency for arguing and I have strong opinions. It just really got the best of me today :(

@imokay It’s okay sometimes our emotions get the best of us. Keep your head up!

@GJ7 I just feel bad now and stupid. I was completely humiliated. God you should’ve seen it. They quoted everything I said, broke it down, said how I was contradicting myself and shoved it right in my fucking face. It was horrible. I can’t get over it.

@imokay It’s okay they should not have done that. But on the other hand you’ll never see that person or have to interact with them.

I mean I understand what I did wrong too because I guess the way I worded my post made it sound like I wanted to force people to take help they didn’t ask for even though that was not my intent. I was just frustrated by the post and was typing out of emotion, but it just hurt having it thrown back at me.

@imokay I would give people help that made them uncomfortable or didn’t consent to. I was just trying to explain how even though psychiatric help or advice my feel off or different to you as someone who doesn’t get it, those people do that as a way to help. I was just defending good intentions and I got slammed.