Anyone else feel like a criminal with their real event ocd :( if my event is reportable I'll really feel like I need to be locked up

I have that all the time. I feel you, and I stand with you. We both have OCD. This sounds pretty typical of it. Message me if you want to talk :)

All the time I did something that was basically a crime, I let my dog lick me down below as an adult, it started as a child, I guess I was re enacting childhood, god knows But I cant change what I did. I just know its it's something i am disgusted in and would never do again I do get scared to talk to a therapist but I've spoke to a doctor etc about it and I've never been reported. IIf its it's something you aren't currently acting on then I dont think they can report it as you aren't harming anyone or wanting to harm anyone And what you did was as a child

I'm pretty sure we all do things we are not proud of But as long as you aren't doing anything now or wanting to harm anyone we need to learn to let go, I'm still struggling alot some days but I cant change what I did

I'm suprised you didnt react to my comment ha Yeah this can happen, I sometimes wonder if I made my scenario up, like I remember a part of it but I cant remember days, times where exactly it happened and I always think when I look back like I wouldnt have just done this like what made me do that and think it was normal. Maybe its denial but I do question if my mind made it up or if it actually did happen and I just wish it didnt.

Yeah, you want to talk about what happened, it cant be any worse than mine ha