Maybe TW! It’s really hard because I actually do genuinely get turned on my women’s bodies. Not just ‘average’ women... mainly just the really sexualised ones. And it’s hard because even though I don’t wanna have sex with a woman, these thoughts make me feel like I do. Because I ask myself if I was offered to have sex with a (sorry maybe tmi) big boobed woman, would I? And I don’t even feel like this answer is no. So what, I’d have sex with a woman?? It’s so scary. Not really sure what to do

Sexual Orientation OCD

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Date posted: 5y

Watch "Sex Explained " on Netflix if you can. It talks about sexuality and how women can be turned on by all sorts of things, even animals having sex lol. That doesn't mean we want to have sex with animals.

Anonymous

Date posted: 5y

I understand but the thing is I get more turned on by naked women than naked men? but I’m married and do not want sex with a woman I swear

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@wellwellwell ? I'm sorry, i experience the same thing especially when it comes to porn but in real life i prefer the male body, it's just so interesting especially after sex and they shribble all up

Anonymous

Date posted: 5y

@I_WILL_SURVIVE That makes me feel better. I desire men too, it’s just easier for me to sexualize the woman but I want a man to sexualize me

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Date posted: 5y

@wellwellwell Exactly!! The feeling of being desired by a man and wanted by a man! I love it!

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Date posted: 5y

@I_WILL_SURVIVE But then my OCD kicks in and says "well just because you like being desired by them doesn't mean you actually desire a man"

Anonymous

Date posted: 5y

@I_WILL_SURVIVE Lol same here, it’s sooo annoying

garden

Date posted: 5y

@wellwellwell I relate to you both so much

Klau

Date posted: 5y

Hey girls! I have the exact same things happening to me! It’s said that these things happen to all women, even straight ones. We just can’t accept it, because we have OCD. My first anxiety HOCD episode was 15 years ago when I got turned on by a hot bikini picture of a woman. 15 years later I panicked because my romantic relatinships had failed, I had problems getting wet sometimes and I have not orgasmed with a man and also I thought I was turned on by sexualised images of women. That’s when I started linking all these things together and the HOCD kicked in. I know deep down I desire to be with a man, I want him to love me and want me, but I think I’m lying to myself and I’m in denial, because the same things will happen in the future like in the past. I hate HOCD! I think it’s the worst subtype ever!

garden

Date posted: 5y

Exactly! It’s just that all my life I truly have been turned on my really sexualised women. Mostly just big boobs. And in porn that’s what I look at and stuff. I know I wanna have sex with a man and I want HIM to sexualise me if anything, but it’s hard knowing I’m like this. I feel like it makes me less straight.

Klau

Date posted: 5y

@garden I know. I totally get it. I had it first with boobs but now is mainly sexy butt images. I can’t help it and get the groinal all the time. Do you have any issue during sex? I feel so bad about myself because of that!

Anonymous

Date posted: 5y

I can relate to this. Same, because of this I’m so so so terrified this means I would want sex with a woman and can’t tell if I’m turned on by that or not

garden

Date posted: 5y

Yeah exactly. It feels honestly real. Like I have a feeling ‘down there’ thinking about it right now and it means I’m turned on by the thought of sex with specific women :((

Anonymous

Date posted: 5y

@garden It really depresses me. I don’t want to. At all. But is that a lie?

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