TW!!!! I don't know why but this post was deleted. Maybe the NOCD think I'm a pedo I didn't go to a psychologist, what if I have the same thing? I was never diagnosed with OCD. (Information from website!!! Sometimes the attraction is expressed compulsively, patients may turn to psychiatrists in connection with complaints of obsessive sexual orientation towards children and adolescents, which is especially activated after drug and alcohol intoxication. The struggle against pedophilic orientation can manifest itself as symptoms of depression. The patient is under 30 years old. I contacted him in connection with complaints of low mood and suicidal thoughts. During a detailed conversation, however, it turned out that about a year ago, pedophile fantasies appeared, initially in dreams, and then in the daytime. Imagines the appearance of a boy with short pants, with whom he enters into a sexual relationship. To combat these thoughts and fantasies, he tried to lead a promiscuous heterosexual sex life, mechanically masturbated, and consumed alcohol. However, this did not help for long, the fantasies again forcibly invaded and finally led him to suicidal ideas. Fantasies are stimulated by children who are seen on the streets, images of TV series, magazine products. Collected these images, but then destroyed them. The condition returned to normal after behavioral therapy.)