I wish big boobs didn’t turn me on!! It’s not even the groinal. It’s REAL and it always has been. I genuinely get turned on by big boobs. But aside from boobs, I don’t want anything to do with women. This could be TMI, but I don’t care for vaginas or anything. It’s literally just boobs. But only big ones. I’m scared this means I am bi. I can’t be straight if I’m turned on by a woman’s body like this!! I know I want to be with a man and I want to be sexualised by a man.

exactly this ^^^

Wait so do you think I could be bi then ??

@garden maybe, maybe not. it’s so important to accept the uncertainty, that’s the only way to ensure true clarity. we unfortunately can’t control the thoughts that pop into our heads but we can control which ones we allow to define us.

@ssiegel I’m just so scared. I want to only like men and be with men but I can’t ignore this proof. I don’t know what to do.

@ssiegel Like I love boys. Their bodies and humour and everything. And I love them liking me. I want to spend my life with one! But I just feel like there’s so much evidence I am bi. I know i can still be with a guy if I’m bi, but I just want to be straight

@garden i hear you. but so does your ocd, as it feeds off of your fears. every time your thoughts send you something about being bi and you feel yourself getting anxious, say, “maybe i am, maybe i’m not. it’s okay either way and i’m not afraid.” even if you don’t believe it, just keep repeating it. show your ocd that this thought is boring and doesn’t have to mean anything about you as a person. it’s just a thought.

@ssiegel hi @ssiegel. I really like reading your posts. it seems like you have made a lot do progress with your ocd and handling it correctly and giving good advice. it would be nice to chat with you sometime

@MikeWietecha thanks! yes, i’m taking it day by day. this app has been such a blessing, it makes me feel so much better when i’m able to help other people :)

@ssiegel have you done the erp program here?

@MikeWietecha i haven’t actually! i’m doing erp therapy in person and just started taking medicine for the first time so we’re going to see how just that helps for the time being. if it doesn’t seem to be helping then i might consider the program on here, i’ve heard great things!

@ssiegel That's great! I'm happy you found an in person therapist and you're making progress. I too am in the middle of ERP. I'm about half way through. Since we're at about the same place, if you want to do some peer support chatting I'd love to. No worries if you're not interested. my Instagram is @loudpaintings and my email is loudpaintings@gmail.com Either way, good luck to you!

@MikeWietecha i just followed you! :)

Okay I like that. I’d like to think I’m simply aroused by boobs but not necessarily bi since I like men a lot and would rather be with them :)

@garden this is an awesome mindset to have! you are doing great :

@ssiegel Thank you ? and thanks for your help

Do you believe that nobody is truly 100% straight or gay? I feel like i kinda do...