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Hi!I can feel you.Sometimes i can question my memories too,like if i really felt a kind of attraction to the girls i found pretty.Now the thought of being bi,is constantly on my mind,and im afraid that if i find a girl attractive that might be because im bisexual.Im so exhausted and tired because i dont want to be in a relationship with a girl,i was always obsessed over boys and always thought that i was straight.Now i dont even know who i am.Im so confused.☹???
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This is exactly me, my family, friends and even boyfriend have told me that I’m literally the straightest straight person they know and yet I still don’t believe them, it makes me feel like if I find a girl attractive or if I I watch something sexual and get turned on it means that I’m definitely bisexual, even though that’s all normal. I hate it, especially since I know about internalised biphobia/homophobia and it makes me think that what I’m going through is just extreme versions of that, I’ve never once wanted a relationship with a girl or even fantasised about a girl until I got serious anxiety about it, it’s the worst thing in the world
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@gingernutter I think we should keep pushing,because if we really dont like being involved in a relationship with a girl,than we are clearly not bisexual.I have red that people can get turned on if they see something sexual.It is in humans' nature.But that doesnt make us gay or bi.
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@Lori It doesn’t, we know what we are and even though it can really convince us, we’ll always fight back because it’s unnatural to us since we’re not gay or bi. My mum always tells me that I have a choice in what I do, and if I choose to keep fighting then I’m clearly not bisexual since I would have accepted it at this point. The panic I’ve been feeling though was this awful sinking feeling, as though I’d realised my true self and I literally went into a frenzy. I’m unable to sleep at the moment because I can only fall asleep comfortably when thinking about guys (my boyfriend at the moment) because I always feel protected and safer by the idea of a man looking after me when I sleep, but I just can’t imagine it at the moment since my brain is elsewhere making me freak out. So I’m up all night thinking that I’m definitely bisexual, even though the idea of having to like girls is repulsive it feels like I have no choice
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Hey I know how you feel. I get scared because I get the groinal (maybe arousal) whenI see pictures of hot females( like butts and stuff that are really sexual) and I don’t get that with the male body. That makes my OCD tell me I’m a lesbian and I should admit it. Also I have had problem orgasming with man in bed( never have actually) probably because I was too anxious, but my OCD tells me I am probably a lesbian and I forced myself into having sex with them. Like you I have always fancied guys and always have wanted a reltionship with man, but now I don’t know if I’m in denial or I’m straight. I feel really bad when I think about taking man out of my life. Like I feel I can’t live without man.
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I’m exactly the same, it’s really distressing, I’m unable to sleep at the moment because of it and even though I know that I’m straight, there’s always this nagging telling me that I could be attracted to women and might get a crush on one in the future, which is making me want to avoid all my friends and other girls just in case I do ?
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