ZOCD mild confession I don't know what is worse. Pocd or zOCD to be honest. Yesterday, I think. I found a picture of a cat that had her lower abdomen shaved and she had a lot of fat accumulated in that region so it looked like boobs. This is quite normal,sort of. So... A year and half ago, my cat had to shave the same area and she also appeared to have boobs when she laid down. And I remember touching them because the skin was so soft and now I'm afraid I squeezed them with sexual intentions and I'm freaking out... I used to boop her boobies sometime and now I fear to have done it with bad intentions. What if I got sexual gratification from this?