Disturbing contents I read a few stories and watched a few videos on gay/bi hypno. They are sex videos with the aim to convert you and it’s been really disturbing me. They start by using straight sex and then slowly manipulate you and then they show women getting f****** and giving blowjobs and say things like “try it”,”you know you want to”,” accept your true self”,” once you do it you’ll never go back”.They encourage you to commit gay acts. I’m scared I’m going to become gay or I enjoy it and that the videos are actually right. I also saw a few blasphemous videos and stories to do with sex and how people abandon their religion to live a life of sex and I’m scared I will become like that and I’m trying to figure out why they would do that. I also saw a website that only shows blasphemous videos and pictures. It shows people ripping, urinating, ejaculating and rubbing pages on their privates From holy books. They also write things on their bodies disrespecting religions and swearing at god, some of them mock the way people pray. What disturbs me is that the whole website is dedicated to this and this stuff is on the home page, usually blasphemous content is hidden away and hard to find on sex sites. I’m worried I will become like that one day and also why would they do such a thing. I’m also thinking about the person who created the site and why he would promote stuff like this. I’m also scared about the future generations and things like this become normalised. Sorry for ranting but I just need to get this off my mind. I do take responsibility in this as I was surfing sex sites and this type of content for the past hour. Even when I stop searching this content a few days later I get a strong urge to search it up and it feels like I want to search it up and I like it but I know it always makes my ocd worse. Any advice would be greatly appreciated 😔