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Yea I make vows a lot even like once I was going to go to my friends house and I grabbed a handful of these things and before looking I’m like if it’s 5 than I can go but if it’s more I shouldn’t (aka God doesn’t want me too) I know it sounds crazy
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Doesn’t sound crazy. Sounds like OCD. I’ve managed to survive breaking other “vows” so hopefully I can work up to the ones keeping me from getting married. Best of luck to you.
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@Alyosha Thanks, yea I hope you do. I’ve learned that the less thought and time and importance you give to vows and stuff the less you’ll have them but I’m just having a really bad time rn with this specific thing about getting married
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It doesn't sound crazy.. I understand. Its ocd and like my story too, along with lotssss of other things lol.
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Since I'm here and you guys have the same theme as me. Can I ask you a question? 😅 When you think of the word "piety" or "pious", do you think it has negative connetations or its a positive descriptive word? Thank you 😊
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Piety can be good or bad just depends on the context. There’s a podcast called theocast and they talk about the distinction between piety and pietessness. Give it a listen
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We don’t use the word in my church tradition, so I associate it with monks and monasteries, and nuns and abbeys. Martin Luther and Maria von Trapp and the like.
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@Alyosha I associate it with that too 😂
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Hey! I deal with the same theme as you so hopefully I can help.. Whats the worst that could mean? What is the interpretation of this thought for you? Then we can look at that 😊
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I guess it would mean that I told God I’ll never get married and then I won’t because it’s breaking a promise.
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@threadhead And I would like to get married lol
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Okay 😊. And what does it mean to you that you might be breaking a promise to God? (I'm asking this to help get underneath the intrusive thought.. Don't worry I have these same Instrusive thoughts with OCD!)
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It’s just wrong and I would feel bad
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@threadhead My main concern regarding ocd is going against God and sinning
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@threadhead The doubt that you might be going against God and sinning brings much distress and uncertainty. With time, a therapist and practise you will learn to sit more and more with uncertainty. Are you seeing a therapist who is engaging with ERP for the obsessional thinking? 😊 I too have dealt with this. But with time, TIME, I understood that God gave me the desire to be married And He knows that at a certain time we may say 'Lord I'll never be married.' and then later on, as things change, the desire is there. And it is His desire to give you a spouse.
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@ButterflyStar I’m currently not seeing a therapist I ordered a book that’s about ocd and ways to handle it I’m hoping that will help me.
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Yep! Me, too. I keep finding ways why it might be breaking a vow if I get married. Sorry you’re dealing with that. Do you have other vow worries?
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Same I don't really use it, or my church doesn't use it either. Thank you for the podcast suggestion I will do that 😊
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I’m struggling a lot right now I keep having these intrusive thought about promising not to get married I hate it so bad
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@threadhead I understand.. Can I ask, are you in the UK or US? The Lord knows how much you are struggling and is with you through this storm
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@ButterflyStar US, and thanks it’s so bad cause I was doing good for about 2 or 3 days and it came back with a vengence
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Hey, there is an online video chat support group for scrupulosity that “meets” twice a month on Tuesdays. I found it via IOCDF. Would that be helpful to you?
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Oh my gosh! Yes please link it!!
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@ButterflyStar Yea me too!
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Here is the link to meeting info. You’ll need to email Annabelle to ask for the zoom link: https://iocdf.org/support-groups/scrupulosity-ocd-education-support-group/
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FYI—I’ve only attended once. I began taking a class that’s at the same time.
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