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I’m sorry you’re feeling like this, I can relate to you. Your mind is tricking you. It’s always going to try and convince you of the worst case scenario the more you hyper focus on it. I know it’s easier said than done. I’ve been completely drowning in the darkest waters of my mind for the past month and a half and it’s been debilitating. It has made me question everything about myself and my character. You aren’t alone, I’m here for you.
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Thank you. I just don’t know what to do. I haven’t found a local therapist yet, the one I wanted to see doesn’t have an opening until November. And if i see a therapist here, I’m afraid they’ll tell me I don’t have ocd or I’ll freak out them or even myself my expressing these thoughts.
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I literally feel like I don’t want to do anything else but think and try to figure this all out but it’s too much stuff and I get more everyday. I allowed myself to go into it because I didn’t want to treat it as ocd if it wasn’t. I just have so many pointless thoughts, I don’t feel at all like the person I used to be, and it feels like I could never go back because of all that I’ve thought
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Again, I can relate to everything you’re saying. I know it’s so much easier said than done, I’ve been feeling horrible every single day for the past month and half, that can take a huge toll on your psyche for sure. Up until yesterday I was suffering so badly, and it still can hit me any second again, it goes in waves. I know how it feels to think you’re losing your mind. It is absolutely terrifying. I know how it feels to only wanna try and figure out what’s going on in your brain and you can’t find the motivation to do anything else. Yesterday was the first time I was able to clean my room and organize some things and throw away some junk. That helped a little bit.
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What puzzles me in your writings you kind does is that you write things about thinking, but you don't tell anything about WHAT ARE your thoughts ? Maybe it's complicated for you to materialize your thoughts with words but it's really helpful to do so believe me 😉
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Are you safe right now scribble? Don’t feel alone in this ❤️
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I am. Thank you for taking the time to check up and help me feel a bit better at my lowest. ❤️ I just feel weird in my head and I keep getting thoughts I don’t want but I’m going to try my best to start the day and find something to do to keep myself from thinking.
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I feel like we all have those moments forsure. Our thoughts are SO convincing. I struggle with harm OCD and I literally felt me killing someone was inevitable, like it was going to happen because I couldn’t control my thoughts. Our brains like to think of scary stories and what ifs aka catastrophigize eberything. It’s so tiring and makes you feel alone and crazy, I’ve been there!
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