Why is this all happening to me,why cant i just be normal like the other teens,why do i always feel confused about everything,why do i always feel worthless and sick,with mental illness,why did God choose me,us,to do this,to go through all this shit,He knows that im not able to make it,he knows that i just want to grow up,to marry a guy and be happy,my intentions are pure,i never wanted to hurt someone like my mind says,i just dont want to,i cant stop it,i cant stop the disorted thinking and everything else that goes through my mind.I feel so worthless so desperate and cursed.I know i keep asking for ur positive talks but i juet cant ask it from anyone else.Its 9 pm here,i need to study but i cant,i feel so stressed,i just want to kill myself.

i’m a teen guy myself and i think abt that shit too but trust me it gets better u just gotta stay strong make a promise to yourself ur gonna live ur life as if u didn’t have it with every compulsion or search for reassurance remember that u wouldn’t do those things if you didn’t have ocd so don’t act on it just keep going distract urself with tik tok or ft someone and start therapy and talk to ur family trust me

Sometimes our brains go into streamline mode and everything seems to come out at once. It’s hard to not obsess over how much we obsess. It’s a part of the cycle. Sometimes it helps to disconnect with the world and try to reconnect with your soul. On the inside, humans are much bigger than our actions and thoughts. Find power in that. Try breathing meditations. Focus on how your body reacts to being still.

You may not know 100% that you have OCD, but your thoughts and actions fit the cycle. It's reasonable to respond as having OCD. What bit of homework/study is easiest/most enjoyable to you? Try starting with that.