- Username
- Lori
- Date posted
- 4y ago
i’m a teen guy myself and i think abt that shit too but trust me it gets better u just gotta stay strong make a promise to yourself ur gonna live ur life as if u didn’t have it with every compulsion or search for reassurance remember that u wouldn’t do those things if you didn’t have ocd so don’t act on it just keep going distract urself with tik tok or ft someone and start therapy and talk to ur family trust me
what theme of ocd do u have
@shahsand Thats the problem.I dont know if what i have is ocd.I just know that im stressed and i cant stop myself from searching infos about my symptoms,my thoughts are stuck in my head and they affect my everyday life.The worst is that i keep searching and searching and always jump to the worst conclusion ever.
@Lori that’s most likely ocd u should get a diagnostic done have u talked to ur family about it?
@shahsand I have.They took me to a psychologist,and she told me that im fine.I just dont feel like im fine.
@Lori u should talk to the nocd people
Sometimes our brains go into streamline mode and everything seems to come out at once. It’s hard to not obsess over how much we obsess. It’s a part of the cycle. Sometimes it helps to disconnect with the world and try to reconnect with your soul. On the inside, humans are much bigger than our actions and thoughts. Find power in that. Try breathing meditations. Focus on how your body reacts to being still.
You are really kind.Thank you♡
You may not know 100% that you have OCD, but your thoughts and actions fit the cycle. It's reasonable to respond as having OCD. What bit of homework/study is easiest/most enjoyable to you? Try starting with that.
So..i did almost all of them i have to repeat chemistry.
@Lori Okay. Finish that up and try to get some sleep ☺.
@Ben84 You are right❤
This is just too much...and it just sucks because no matter what I do... in reality ocd doesn’t care about what it’s doing to me... it’s gonna keep doing this. My brother is sick with something that causes diarrhea...he was sick with it 2 weeks ago, got better last week, and we all got the stomach flu this week which caused his sickness to come back...he’s playful and doing normal 1 year old things but ocd keeps saying he is going to die. I don’t completely understand how a 1 year old would just magically die from watery shit, but just because this worry makes no sense, it doesn’t mean I’m still not scared.And it showed me a scenario of his funeral and it’s so fucked up.I think the worst punishment God has ever given me was ocd... ocd hurts me more than anyone else can... it’s so fucked up... I used to ask God for help but I guess mental health wasn’t that saving worthy so I just stopped praying about my mental health BC I’d be “wasting my time, he doesn’t answer you.” I just have so mu ch in. My life that isn’t going right and I’m started to get low key sad and miserable about my life at this point. I need help lately but I’m really depending on some sort of relief... just thought control and to get rid of bad people in my life and to get some of my grades up and...to be happy
I want to be normal.. i dont want to have arguments with my mind.. i want to be a normal 12 year old.. i found out that i first started showing signs like 5 years ago maybe more but why does everyone else look so normal and act so normal and i dont? What did i do? Why do i deserve this? I just want to meet my friends and act normal ive planned when im older for me and my friend to get a tatoo and have late night drives and go to starbucks snd get nails done but that'll never happen you see people on instagram and they do all of these things but i wont be normal enough to do things like that and i really want ocd to go away im suck of crying all the time and not being able to tell people why i hate hate HATE IT god if there is one must have chose favourites
I don’t even know the wrong from the the right anymore I don’t even know how to talk to people without thinking that I offended them or spoke to them in a bad way I don’t even know what i became I don’t want what I became i just cry looking at my hands I cry looking at myself i feel pathetic I feel so desperate I was never this weak and now look at me not being able to control my own behaviors. What happened to the girl who always laughed and cared so much about herself the girl who loved nail polish and was so close to god in away no one imagined what happened to the girl who used to take full grades and be the smartest what happened to me. Isn’t it sad looking at myself with pity, helpless and full of doubt! I don’t deserve this. I know what’s I’m gonna say know sounds selfish but i do compare myself to others I wasn’t as bad as them so why me and not them! Why me !!... I’m loosing my mind I’m getting angry when I’m left alone I’m giving ocd the keys for the prison it made for me I’m letting it control me not that I want to but im not fighting back. Now im with no friends, with a family that doesn’t understand ocd, and a corrupted society that doesn’t value mental health. I’m so sad i feel like a baby rn but im actually so sad and lonely im conditioned now to believe that no one wants me, that im just a burden and need to be silent, not important and useless.... Idk even know what to say anymore
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