I read that there is a support group for people who are pedophiles but don't act on it and it immediately freaked me out. I was checking to see if it is even possible to be a pedophile without acting on it because that has been freaking me out for the past few days and im concerned that that is what I am. Whenever a thought comes into my head I have an issue with checking to see if other people have the thought or searching certain questions for answers and i know im not supposed to do that because now im scared again. I think thats my biggest compulsion is checking things and i need to try and stop doing that and live with the uncertainty but its scary.