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- 4y
- Date posted
- 4y
Why is this what happens in my mind tooo omg. I used to not think too much into what bi actually meant like it didn’t bother me if I kinda related or something but I didn’t question it I just knew I was straight. I don’t feel straight right now but I know I am and it’s what makes me happy and it’s all I want to be I don’t get why that’s so difficult for my brain to understand. I don’t want to be bi and I’d be unhappy if I was. All I want is for my attraction to come back, my thoughts to go and for me to get a boyfriend. I just want a boyfriend and to know I’m straight but when the thoughts are so convincing all this is so difficult. I’m not sure any of that made sense but basically I relate to you
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- 4y
ugh it’s so hard to explain. when i was 11 or 12 i had like 2 or 3 weeks where i questioned my sexuality bc i looked at my friends boobs. i don’t think i really understood what it meant, but even then i hated the idea of being bi. i think a lot of has to do w tiktok and just ppl being more comfortable with sharing their sexuality, so i think i just didn’t think too much about it/ i knew girls were pretty but i don’t think i was attracted to them. and when i related to stuff they would say/ it was so normalized (like it should be) that it was easy to relate to? idk if i’m making sense haha. i only want to be attracted to boys and that is what makes me happy. i’m so glad someone relates :). i bet that this looks like i’m in denial, it’s hard to explain lmao
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- 4y
@lypc that period of time is one of my biggest triggers and it’s rly the worst
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