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honestly, through the thick of harm ocd & pocd, i truly felt that i couldn’t go on. i thought i was too dangerous to be around others and i felt like a monster. almost can’t believe it, but both of those themes have pretty much gone away. there is hope.
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100% ocd is the monster
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Yes, I’ve cried so much since this began.
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I’ve been crying the past 2 days bc I was so happy & now I feel like I’m back in that dark place it sucks but feelings are temporary
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I hear you. When I am on my own I manage better, it’s when I am around loved ones and the babies in my life that I freak out. It’s depressing and scary.
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I’m the same way when I’m home with my family it’s not bad I’m still bothered by thoughts not as much but exposure will get us past this
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That’s the thing I am terrified of the exposures and the experience of them. I don’t know why. I have never been afraid of any of these things. I was a preschool teacher for 5 years, a long time ago. And this popped out of nowhere. I cry asking why? So random
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It’s okay I got the help I needed my harm ocd was one of the worst cases my therapist has ever seen so I’m in here all you will be ok🙏🏼
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Thank you, I have only had thoughts of it because the POCD felt so intense that I thought maybe I shouldn’t exist. I leave those thoughts now because I know I want to be here but I can’t lie about my fears of this going away. I don’t want to deal with this anymore.
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Going through the same thing we’ll be okay
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Thank you so much I just want the ocd to go away I feel like those 2 topics are the scariest ones I feel after I fight this any other ocd things will be less scary to battle
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I agree 100%
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Thank you so much. I feel crippled by this.
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sorry if i'm bothering but what are some exercises to not have ocd
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ERP (Exposure Response Prevention therapy) is the best kind of treatment for OCD recovery. You can google it or learn more about it on this app.
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I have pocd my erp is watching YouTube video on y ppl are pedaphiles . Playing with my little cousins exposing myself to my fear. If you never stand up to a bully they will keep bullying you . Ocd is a bully stand up to it for you
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I can’t watch those videos. That’s disturbing.
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They don’t show anything they just talk about the topic in general but we have to get comfortable being uncomfortable you’ll know or your therapist will know when you can handle it
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Oh I’m 100% sure. It’s just even hearing about it disturbs me. It’s very upsetting.
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I know what you mean I get depressed about it for sure . I think my ocd grabbed on to this topic bc it’s been talked about politically recently a lot
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We will fight this
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I think mine came from my fear of being a mother. And it created a monster.
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Yes, we will!
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Trust me I get it my harm ocd came out of now where I was terrified to but facing the fear is the only way your going to beat it now I have pocd n I’m convinced I wanna do terrible sexual things to my little cousins or kids & I was a day care worker for 2 years never felt this way unfortunately it’s a chemical Imbalance in our brains but you know what we are strong ppl
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We are. We are super strong people. We can manage this.
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I appreciate your honesty so much. I keep my intrusive thoughts to myself because they are so scary. I have had thoughts too where my brain says that I am going to stab my fiancé and stuff like that. And it horrifies me, who I am and how I treat people is so important to me. I just can’t believe I’m going through this. I’m beside myself.
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For sure I’f it makes u feel better I was on the verge to end my life but I pulled through there’s so much light it’s scary now but it’s apart of our path & story & we know we are not alone in this
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I’m so sorry you felt this way. So so sorry.
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