Hey. I’m new here and I’m worried bc I just remembered (I’m female btw) when I was in junior year of high school. I saw this girl and thought that she was pretty but I don’t remember clearly if I had feelings or not but I remember feeling weird or something. I’m scared that means I’m bi. Please help. I don’t want to be bi or with a female. I always imagined being with a man but ever since these thoughts came up. It’s starting to feel like I wouldn’t mind. In the beginning I was so disgusted with the thought and felt weird even thinking about it. I don’t want to date a women or anything with them and I can’t tell if this is still false attraction.

Sexual Orientation OCD

Hocd? Please

Date posted: 4y

I’m scared that I’m the future. I’ll act on these :(

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Date posted: 4y

@lypc I just want to be able to watch movies or YouTube without having these thoughts or feelings:(

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Date posted: 4y

I also have been getting images of what I hope is still hocd. I want them to go away and go back to just imagining men

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Date posted: 4y

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Date posted: 4y

I’ve had it since June bc I watched a video. I don’t want to be with a female. I’m scared to be bi. I always imagined a man. I had crushes on boys when I was younger.

Hocd? Please

Date posted: 4y

My thoughts have changed to images but I don’t want them. I want to like boys only but now it feels like I would want a female :(

Hocd? Please

Date posted: 4y

@lypc Thank you. No I haven’t been diagnosed yet. But I want to. I’m scared therapy is going to make me bi bc of these memories. :(

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