Iwashere
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IwashereIwashere
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Come to think of it I always ask people if its warm or just me cause Im always afraid of having a fever, even pre COVID-19. It was never the end of the world if it wasnt for them but then I'd always wonder if I was getting sick or soemthing.
Momof2Momof2
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This is literally what happened to me when I first spiraled. I am dealing with this theme and it targets my 4 year old daughter. You could imagine the horror I went through when this all first started. Not to mention I found out I’m pregnant right after shit hit the fan! The worst is the groinal responses. Some days I want to die. Some days I am okay and manage. I also sometimes I think I’m in denial and I don’t really have OCD . Common symptom apparently
IwashereIwashere
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The groinals are the worst. Im babysitting a friends daughter and while its been helping her not be the target of the thoughts now Im scared of all little girls. Ive had random hormonal arousal issues that got worse because of my birth control and it started haplening the same day I started babysitting and somehow I connected the dots in my head ams here we are
Momof2Momof2
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@Iwashere I am currently pregnant! So my hormones are crazy and making my OCD so much worse. When this first started, my groinals were horrible. But they have calmed down but still happen, almost every day if not every day. I also have a 4 year old daughter! It’s hard man.
IwashereIwashere
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I know I just feel like I'm only displaying OCD because I looked it up
IwashereIwashere
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@Bob999 I mean like Im only displaying symptoms of OCD to get people to think its OCD and to make myself feel better
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IwashereIwashere
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Never just venting
IwashereIwashere
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Ah I misunderstood I thought you meant if I was asking for reassurance through this post. I definitely kept asking if it was normal to get random sensations, if there were ever signs, what would happen if I was etc. Thankfully my family and bf haven't given me anymore reassurances.
IwashereIwashere
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Sometimes it just feels too real and even though sometimes looking back into my past to see if Ive done anything to prove its true sounds silly, it starts to make sense anyway. For some reason I can think of any movie or tv show I watched about the subject that can prove that I am one
FathomableFathomable
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@Iwashere I did exactly this with zocd, my brain constantly flagged up vague pieces of memories from the past for investigation.
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