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I don’t know you, but by posting this you have earned a place in my heart. Thank you for helping me not feel alone. I feel this way too sometimes. So for what it’s worth: I’m better off because you exist. You’ve made me feel a little less alone by being vulnerable❤️ just one small example of how you contribute to the world positively
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That means a lot, I'm really glad it helped you. Hope you are doing well♥️
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You have to forgive yourself it's not the past no more everyday that we wake up it is a gift from god enjoy and cherish everyday even with this Ocd shit is frustrating i know but hang on there idk you but I do know whatever your going through will get better you have a purpose don't give up im telling you it'll get better my Pocd my Harm ocd, Socd, and my Rocd has gotten better thank God it god has plans for you and he loves you never forget that.
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No! This is a lie! Your loved ones would hurt badly if you weren't here. You deserve love and to give love. Please, please consider therapy. You can tolerate these feelings, they will break and you can have freedom again.
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Makki23 you are loved more dearly than you will ever know!! Every life is precious including yours! Just think about all of the people you’ve ever met in your life and the wonderful impact you’ve had on them! A quote that always helps me get through these times is by Logic and Alesia Cara, “What’s the day without a little night?” Just know that right now you are enduring the night, but the sunshine will soon come through! ❤️
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Thank you so much♥️♥️♥️
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Please hit the SOS button on this app. Hit it as many times as you need to.
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I'm sorry for so many posts
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- 22w
I know this isn’t healthy but I’m in a really bad place. If I actually did something so disgusting I don’t deserve to live. I know me dying would just cause more pain but I feel it’s what I deserve. I confessed on here, which I know I shouldn’t have, but being ignored is making me worry that my actions were actually unacceptable
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- OCD Conqueror
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- 22w
All the past stuff can’t seem to let go of me. I lied, I normalized horrible things, I’ve tried to be moral in an immoral environment. Two people are dead and I could’ve done something. One of them probably deserved it. They were a pedophile, and I know the relationship they had with me was horrible. The other was a close friend. We were in that environment together, and while I grew away from it, he got further into it. And now he’s dead, hanged himself over some sick perversion someone placed in his mind. I’ve seen such sick things. I knew things were wrong. I tried telling people. I told that friend, it isn’t normal. Isn’t this stuff wrong? Aren’t we being influenced? He didn’t see it. I should’ve tried harder to make him see my way. I’m away from all of it. But he never got to get away. I remember telling people I knew from that environment, those online spaces. Since I was sixteen, I knew it was off. I knew these ideas planted in our heads were sick. I tried to convince people when I turned eighteen, but nobody saw it. Everyone was still brain washed. I’m a horrible person, I haven’t done enough to stop anything. I’ve always had a passion to help people, but I never was able to. I’ve been uncomfortable with sex for a while, but I can’t stop. I remember being uncomfortable with a girl in my school. She was really sexual towards me. I tried to tell the office, nobody listened, it’s just a crush. And then I started to like it, but it still felt wrong. And then she got expelled, and I was telling people she harassed me. Nobody really took it serious, it was just funny, so I exaggerated and said she squeezed my crotch and it hurt. Then people finally sympathized with me. There was another lie, a lie that still hurts me. There was a girl in our class. Everyone made jokes about her, I tried to be nice and talk to her, but then she got a bit creepy towards me. She wouldn’t stop following me. It got uncomfortable. What did I do? I lied again, because everyone started making jokes about how she liked me and I was uncomfortable. I said she made a suggestive comment to me, and they all laughed. I just wanted it to stop. I lied, again. I am deceitful. That poor girl wrote in my yearbook and thanked me for being a good friend, but I made her into a joke just to save my own skin. I am a coward, I hurt people, and I deserve to be put down like an animal. I’m sorry for making myself seem like someone else, I tried to help as much people as I could, I tried. All I want is to be good, but too much bad has happened. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to try and redeem myself everyone. You all are so strong. I’m not going to harm myself, but I accept that I have evil within me.
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- 14w
i’ve done so many horrible things and i’m just so scared that i don’t deserve anything good in life
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