Triggers I experienced yesterday:
1. Gronial responses
2. Hearing the word experiment over and over again
3. Hearing the phrase “I’m scared my mum won’t accept me,” and having a panic attack.
4. Scared that I’m giving off vibes because someone sent me the rainbow emoji
5. Scared that I fancied someone because I said they were pretty more than once.
6. Having intrusive thoughts over 6-7 individuals
7. Having panic attacks
8. Scared of bra advertisements
9. Having to watch videos with people in to make sure that I don’t fancy them
10. Analyzing intrusive thoughts
11. Worrying that my future self is trying to tell my present self that I am and I’ve accepted myself in the future
12. Loss of attraction
13. Scared that I watched movies because I fancied the actresses
14. Scared that the men I fancy may look feminine
15. Scared of rainbow objects
16. Urges that cause distress
17. Terrified if I don’t take my medication
18. A constant urge for reassurance
19. My brain telling me that I fancy everyone I see
20. Scared I’m going to look “in the wrong place.”
21. Disgust and discomfort when I imagine sexual or romantic relationships with women
22. Scared that people will think I am
23. Scared that I’ve done things in the past that I’m unaware of
24. Scared that I fancied people and was unaware.