Now my HOCD’s making time think that I was using straight and lesbian porn to cover up my identity. Fml. Why do these thoughts keep happening? I’m literally accepting and agreeing with my thoughts but they’re still there and so are the false attractions. FML! WHY CANT THIS JUST GO AWAY?

I just don’t know what’s true and what’s false anymore. I want to be straight and not gay or bisexual, but accepting and agreeing with the thoughts don’t stop anything. I just want to be cured

@Powerdak12 i wish there was a magic pill or prayer that could do this.

@Anonymous Same here. It’s like I know I shouldn’t ask for reassurance, but these thoughts never stop. Even when I don’t ask for reassurance or even when I do, the thoughts never stop

@Powerdak12 would journaling help you. i think i’m going to start writing down all of my thoughts every time i have them

@Anonymous I just wish I had some reassurance tbh

@Powerdak12 i’m literally crying right now i do not know what to do

@Anonymous Same here. I’m honestly in a position where I’m scared but not as scared. Anxious but not as anxious and sad but not as sad. I just want reassurance to make everything better.

@Powerdak12 stay strong

@Anonymous There’s times when I want to be, but I can’t. It’s like no matter what I do, these thoughts are still there. These intrusive feelings are still there. IDK what to do

@Powerdak12 i get that. for me, whenever i think about a guy i like or would want to be with, intrusive thoughts and false attractions happen so i can’t enjoy those thoughts.

@Anonymous So then what do I do?

@Powerdak12 i honestly don’t know. i wish i did