I'm bisexual but I allways mastur... With girls and no with boys, but I always picture myself with a boy and I'm really happy doing that, all of that means that I don't like men? I'm scared as hell that i don't like men.

I think i was the only one!!!! I'm scared as hell. I really want to be with men, I have imagine myself so in love with men, and now it's like Whyy

@Cherry It’s weird because I’m more aroused by naked women, but I don’t picture myself with them. It’s like men using their bodies. I am uninterested in lesbian scenarios but the fact that I don’t get off to naked men is terrifying. This has caused me a lot of turmoil

@wellwellwell Omg, same here!!!! I picture myself with women but I'm bisexual, I'm terrified too than I don't get off to naked men too, like that means I'm not aroused by them? I wanna have a relationship with men, what will happen when we have sex? Yeah sooooo scared, but its ocd, sooo fuck it.

@Cherry I’m scared this means I’m bi? And I am currently sexually active and it’s terrifying. I second guess every single thing. I hate it. I really do not want to be with women.

@wellwellwell Well, i have been with this thing about that i don't like men, so I'm going to accept the doubt, end of sentence, the same goes for you, maybe you are bi, maybe you are not, maybe I'm lesbian, maybe I'm not, I'm OK with that, my mental health is more important than ocd, so accept uncertainty, and live happy that's what I'm going to try to do.

@wellwellwell I don’t know, does this sound like your experience as a bi woman?

@wellwellwell Definitely not, I sometimes imagine myself with women, like relationships and everything, it's soo much more with men, but the same thing, you want just something with a man, that's all, it's normal to watch lesbian porn or whatever, that doesn't make you bi.

@Cherry I think it’s more concerning because it’s like images of breasts that can do it for me. Not even like lesbian porn. I do desire being with men but I have no idea anymore with all of this bullshit. Ocd is a bitch

@wellwellwell Same here, I mean i always get arousal when I imagine women but with men? God today i tried and almost nothing, that freaks me out, but the thing is ocd is a freaking stupid thing. You want to be with men. Period.

@wellwellwell SAMEEEE I’m the EXACT SAME

I don't, I always imagine myself with them, and I love doing that, is awesome, I feel happy, complete happy.

@Cherry when did u mean when u said “i don’t?” sorry confused lol

@iwanttochange Sorry, I get confused hahaha, ignored the i don't.

I wanna have sex with them and that makes me really happy too!! But I haven't had sex

@Cherry oh ok so then y r u saying u don’t get turned on by them i’m confused last question hehehe

@iwanttochange Exactly, I don't know if it's me, if I actually get turned on by them, I really don't know what is happening, today i try and i feel a lot, but it feels kind of fake

@Cherry ohhhh! i understand. well before ur hocd did u get turned on by them? or is this a new thing caused by anxiety

@iwanttochange I don't know, i dont remember, I feel like I have always get turned on by women but I feel that i want to be with men, I really do want to be with men, but now this is just like, bullshit, I'm so scared I want to cry.

@a01 Because I like men but also I like women. It has always been like this.

@Cherry oh u don’t remember like when u used to masturwbte to men? is that what u mean? if so it’s probs cuz u weren’t analyzing it so much you know lol

@a01 literally can all three of us like make some kind of gc where we don’t talk about specifics to trigger each other, we just encourage n make each other do exposures n provide support i stg like a girl gc of one girl who wants to b str8, one who wants to b bi, one who wants to b a lesbian LOL i’m jk

@iwanttochange Well i will say that i don't masturb ate a lot, but the times that i have done it it's with girls, and this like proff that I don't like men, and now I want to cry so bad, like i want to die, I'm fine being bisexual, I'm not ok, being lesbian, it's not who I'm. I don't what to think anymore.

@a01 ladies we need to stand up to our ocd!!!!! 💕💕💕

@iwanttochange I can't, this seems like it's not ocd, im just lesbian.

@Cherry no matter who u r, what is making u scared is ur ocd. the only way to stop the fear is to stop the ocd!

@iwanttochange But this feels that I'm a lesbian, isn't? You are probably thinking she is a lesbian, today i try to see porn with guys and i like it, but it feels fake, ahhhhhhhh I can't anymore

@iwanttochange it all feels so real. i know. or sometimes it feels fake. it doesn’t matter how it may feel because everything is warped by ur ocd

@Cherry i’m not thinking u r a lesbian. i’m thinking i have no idea what or who u r. u r someone who is getting confused by ocd. that’s what i think

@iwanttochange I really hope so, I'm so confused, yesterday I spend the hole day in Google, looking for signs, im done with this, I'm going to accept the doubt maybe I'm lesbian, maybe I'm not.

@iwanttochange Thank you for listen all of this mess. I really appreciate.

@Cherry so u like porn with guys and like the idea of sex with men and it makes u feel good, but it feels fake? is that right?

@iwanttochange Yup

@Cherry keep accepting the uncertainty ! we got this! best wishes

@iwanttochange Thank youuuuu, the same goes for youuuuuuu. The best of luck.