no offence but that masterdoc sounds like a whole load of bullshit. “if you like fictional men you’re a lesbian” - like wtf make it make sense. “if you like celebrities you’re a lesbian because they’re unattainable” - like girl what, it makes no sense to me. it wasnt triggering at all, it was just really stupid 🤷‍♀️

Sexual Orientation OCD

a01

Date posted: 5y

I agree, sometimes when I think of my future boyfriend/husband or a being intimate with a man, it's just a man because idk what he'll look like since it's not "real" and the doc says it might as well be a cardboard cutout then you're a lesbian

「sickmindhuman」

Date posted: 5y

Yes I agree with you so much.I wonder do you think women are more beautiful than men? This triggeres me so bad :/

a01

Date posted: 5y

@miragunes Yeah I see a lot of better looking women than men and sometimes I think "she's hot" or "she has a nice body" and sometimes I'll get aroused and it makes me think I want it. But for men sometimes that doesn't happen and it feels like I'm forcing myself to like men sometimes..can you relate?

「sickmindhuman」

Date posted: 5y

@a01 ı feel like this way.I hope we are straight :(

Serine

Date posted: 5y

also it doesn’t say that if you have crushes on male celebrities/characters you ARE lesbian, it says lesbians are still allowed to have crushes on male celebrities/characters

Gevelyn

Date posted: 5y

I agree. It’s definitely a useful source for actual lesbians, and wasn’t made with hocd in mind (it shouldn’t be anyway). I think most people, especially ones with hocd, can relate to some of the signs, though.

Serine

Date posted: 5y

@backtogiality yes which is why people should really avoid it 😭 it will be immensely triggering for anyone who is heterosexual/bisexual with soocd

Serine

Date posted: 5y

@Ness well at least for the majority ^

agricultural...

Date posted: 5y

@Ness is there kasterdoc for gays or bisexual?

agricultural...

Date posted: 5y

@agriculturalindustries I mean for males

Gevelyn

Date posted: 5y

@agriculturalindustries If there is, I haven’t heard of it. The masterdoc was made specifically for lesbians by a lesbian, but I’m sure there’s one out there. I’d advise you not to go looking for it: even if you intend it to be erp if you’re not careful it can be really triggering (a lot of the signs are minimal and experienced by people of all orientations).

agricultural...

Date posted: 5y

@backtogiality :/ i see. Sometimes all these makes me think that I hocd is life, i am so scared of it.

「sickmindhuman」

Date posted: 5y

Absolutely ı agree.For example, I often think women are more beautiful than man, but what does that have to do with lesbianism and bisexuality?

agricultural...

Date posted: 5y

I learned about that doc today. So maybe my comment is not true. But if it says "if you like a fictional man then you are lesbian", it is hilarious.

Gevelyn

Date posted: 5y

omg yes!! It feels like intuition, doesn’t it? Like if you had a sign over your head that it would say “lesbian” or “bisexual” despite not relating to those labels? I love that we all think we’re in denial as well when this is all we worry about lmao 💀

Gevelyn

Date posted: 5y

@lypc idk why it didn’t tag my response as a reply lmaoo sorry

Serine

Date posted: 5y

the master doc is for lesbians not for people with hocd... :/

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