Hello fellow comrades! I have a question to ask. I have never had therapy for my hocd, and my ocd is getting worse, BUT FEAR NOT. I will be getting thy help soon! Though I will get a therapist, I am still a little skeptical of therapy. Do they just give drugs and leave you be? Is therapy very affective or just ok? So many questions to be answered, but only one is merely more important! How is you day? Have you heard of this Travis Scott burger? I hear it is the drip and it can make you so much money if you steal a Mc Donald poster.

Dam bro. You are getting hit by two types ocd. It sucks having to constantly think over and over again of the same thing. If feels like you are forced to be brainwashed and having to accept everything it says, but you still try to overcome it. Hey man, have you ever tried drawing your feelings? I tried it and it relieved some anger and stress. Idk why or how, but it does a little. Some of my drawing look like they would be in a jigsaw movie, but at least it relieved me a little.

@вдик I would honestly rip the paper. It’s been that bad. I’m so scared of even telling my story as I know people on this forum will think I’m a pedo or something. If you want to know, read my last post, you’ll understand. The last thing I want is to touch kids or be attracted to kids. It makes me gag just thinking about it.

I’m going through the same thing with my HOCD, I just don’t get scared and I have no anxiety anymore either, which terrifies me, and I don’t just want to not act on these thoughts. I want to make sure that these thoughts never existed at all. That this OCD never exists in my head. Because all POCD will bring is pain, evil, and destruction. I will never be attracted to kids. I have never been attracted to kids. It’s a disgusting, awful, and an evil thing to be attracted to kids. I will never, ever, let my POCD win.

Please look at my last two posts and help me out. I know I’m asking for too much, but you and bank seem like the kindest people on the forum who can help me. The last time I asked for help with my HOCD, some dude I blocked triggered me by telling me that I was gay or bisexual in denial on this exact NOCD forum. So I had (and still have) some paranoia about people calling me a pedo or gay/bisexual in denial.

I forgot to answer the second half lol. For me therapy we as very helpful :) I also got to learn life skills and ways to cope with my anxiety, etc. It was also nice to just have someone to talk to that could help in a practical way. Sometimes we would even just talk about music, movies, etc.