i’m kinda freaking out right now . i think i have hocd but still not sure. it makes no sense , the thought that i was bi just came out of nowhere and i have been straight my whole life. i keep getting these thoughts that i want to date a girl and stuff like that and it doesn’t make me happy. the thoughts feel soooooo real and it scares me. now i just believe i’m bi and i hate it so much. i want to go back to my normal self. can anyone help!!?

it’s weird because when these thoughts go away i feel so happy and confident that i am straight but then they come back and ruin everything. like a minute ago i was just having an anxiety attack bc im think i’m bi. but if i was bi would i be feeling this way?

https://www.ocdbaltimore.com/hocd-sexual-orientation-ocd/ hope this helps

thank you! but i get this thought that i like my friend and along with that thought i feel like i enjoy it which gives me anxiety. is this hocd or do i enjoy having these thoughts?

exactly!!! like for some reason just a minute ago i was watching how to know if your bi youtube videos and i was scared the whole time thinking i relate to it. and every single day i doubt if even have hocd and i’m just bi. ugggh i hate this

is going on this app and reading about other people’s stories a compulsion?

but my one of my worst thoughts that comes to mind is that i’m actually bi and i don’t have hocd. this makes me scared. i worry that deep down inside i want to be with a girl but won’t admit it. ugggh. but thank u so much for all of the advice ?

thank u again!!!?