Someone please help. This is for SOOCD sufferers. I was getting intrusive thoughts about sucking off a man and my head made it feel like I would like it. There was like an urge to imagine it and at first it felt like my head was telling me I wanted that, and then it just felt weird and I was soft. It felt like I would actually want to do that though but I don’t want to be with a guy and it wasn’t actually arousing. Has anyone had this??

Sexual Orientation OCD

Ihateocd83

Date posted: 4y

Mate ive had a similar thing this morning. I said to myself i want to suck his cock 😞. When i think about it rationally im like fuck no !

nGfloat

Date posted: 4y

Yeah man. I am just struggling so much. It feels like I should just try it out even though I love my gf and would never want to hurt her. I just don’t know. I am suffering so much.

Ihateocd83

Date posted: 4y

Mate how are you?

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