I’ve never posted on anytning like this before and it honestly makes me feel very uncomfortable to post something. Idk if it’s just me but I’m worried I sometimes don’t have Ocd and I must just be gay and I also can’t identify my compulsion which makes me think I might not have ocd even though I’ve got diagnosed with ocd, I still sometimes think I must of just lied to my therapist in order to get a diagnosis for it. Even when I type this it almost feels like I may be lying to myself which is why I never write anything. My ocd is worst when I’m in public and start talking to an attractive man as my chest just starts to become unbearably uncomfortable at times.