i don’t have the thoughts as bad today, i know i’m straight and i like boys only, but why do i feel so hopeless and depressed about it? like i’m so sad and can’t picture a future and some of my thoughts are like well it’s because your really bisexual but i know that’s not what i want but idk why i just feel so hopeless and depressed like i want to love a boy and have a family but i can’t even picture anything:(