I am crying because i dont know who i am anymore and i dont know how this has got so bad after 16 years of copeing. I cant enjoy my family or the things i used to do. I just dont know what to do anymore it feels like im attracted to men but i dont want to be. I just want mt full love back for women 😥

Sexual Orientation OCD

Ihateocd83

Date posted: 4y

I thought i was straight. My mind is fucking telling me different. I find the thought of gay sex etc ... gross but then my mind is like is it ? 🤷‍♂️

Stephen Smith

User type: OCD Conqueror

Date posted: 4y

The best thing that you can do is see an OCD specialist Therapist who can do ERP Therapy with you. Did you know that? They will help you learn how to respond to your thoughts so that eventually they stop bothering you as much.

Ihateocd83

Date posted: 4y

How do i see an ocd specialist im from the uk. I think everyone else i have spoken to just thinks im gay 😥

Ihateocd83

Date posted: 4y

@Bryan Its 7.00 mate

Ihateocd83

Date posted: 4y

@Bryan I messaged a help line and they said it sounds like your in conflict with your sexuality ? 😥

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