A lot of the time this doesnt feel like hocd ? 😥

It feels like thats what i want 😞

@Ihateocd83 Me too man. It’s just lies. It’s so confusing. I have checked so many times and I get aroused by/intimate with my girlfriend, but this disorder warps out reality. You become so habituated to checking that it makes you think you want to think about the thoughts too. It is a struggle.

@nGfloat I’m struggling so much too y’all

@Anonymous What’s up bro. How are you holding up?

@Ihateocd83 Bro do u get gay wet dreams that feel real like u like them

@mogoat No never had that thank fuck

@Ihateocd83 Lucky feels like I’m the only one who gets em

@mogoat Mate i wouldnt worry its the ocd fucking with you 👍

@Ihateocd83 Been battling for a min ur sex drive / attraction gone for opposite sex?

@nGfloat Hard man

@Anonymous U get gay dreams bro

@nGfloat The oral felt good in the dream? Same thus happen to me if so

@mogoat Yeah man, and it spilled into real life. Thinking about it gives me anxiety, and I’m in a better place now, but it felt so real.

@mogoat All I will tell you man is I have woken up from dreams practically 100% convinced.

@nGfloat Shit sucks dreams are worse

@mogoat I’ve had HOCD dreams yeah

@nGfloat Bro u said u have woken up to oral dreams? That felt real ?

@mogoat Yeah man. The dream almost spilled over into reality where in my head it felt like I would like it. I tried to check and got soft pretty quickly though. It’s tough man. This thing has messed with my mind so much that it feels like that’s what I want.

@nGfloat Same bruh

@nGfloat Attraction / sex drive gone too man

@mogoat Me too man. This thing is making me feel attracted to my dad. It really feels like I want it to. My head kept on saying go kiss him and it felt like I wanted to do it. The anxiety is down, but it’s making me feel really gay atm.

Yeah man, sometimes I think about my girlfriend naked and my head is like nah, but in real life I can’t get enough. This sucks.

@nGfloat I defenetly having feelings etc about being with man and thinking of gay guys wtf ? 😞

@Ihateocd83 Yeah man, me too. It is tough to deal with, especially because the anxiety starts to subside. I am in a better place, but still struggling with false attraction and stuff.

@nGfloat How the fuck do we know its false attraction ?. I was watching a music video carly rae jepson one. And there was a guy on it and he was attractive and and he started taking his top off and i got like a sinking feeling in my belly and started getting all hot wtf ? Help !.

@Ihateocd83 Yeah bro, the same shit happens to me. Don’t worry. I’m trying not to freak out. At this moment, I’m getting a couple different dudes in my head and I can’t tell, but it doesn’t matter. It bothers me that I can’t tell, but we are going to roll with it.

@nGfloat Yeah this guy is in my head and i keep saying things in my head . Also i keep saying things in mirror to see if i look gay and i think i look gay 😞

I feel all these things guys hahah so crazy

@Anonymous Do y’all just get constant thoughts all day no matter what your doing just about your sexuality in general and how it relates to everything you do?

Wtf mate im freaking out i just thought of a guy in my head and i said thats my ideal man why the hell did i say that ?

@Ihateocd83 You are getting yourself all messed up man. We can say stuff like that in our heads without any bearing on orientation. That might be a good exposure.

@Anonymous I get pretty constant thoughts. A lot of it is rumination though that I am trying to stop.

@nGfloat Ive said it a few times. I just said myself i havent got to come out have i. This feels to real i dont see anyone else saying stuff like that on here 😞

@Ihateocd83 Nah, I’ve said some stuff in my head too man. This is confusing. I have had moments where out of desperation where I was like shit, I’m gay now. I was just confused though.

Because you are thinking about it so much. If you are in your head saying I hope I don’t say this a million times, you will say it man.

@nGfloat Yeah dude I constantly just think that EVERYTHING I do has to relate to my sexuality and I get constant thoughts all day long about it, just in general even

@nGfloat I feel like a lot of my thoughts are saying stuff in my head 😞

@Ihateocd83 It’s more feelings for me man.

@Anonymous Yeah, me too. It’s just being stuck in the loop. Literally any feeling can contribute.

@nGfloat Yeah i get the feelings aswel i feel like im a lost case 😞

That happens to me daily but Gay wet dreams are worse

Did you see my post ?

@mogoat Just try not to give them as much weight. The wet dreams are rough buddy, but we will pull through. I have heard of people having them.

This shit literally just happened to me at the store too hahah

@Anonymous The picture of a guy in a store I mean

@Anonymous Yeah man. It felt like I was actually attracted. I can’t explain it. This thing almost makes me think that dudes are pretty. It messes with me.

U get the gay wet dreams too? Yea they suck don’t they

Do yall all have girlfriends?

@Anonymous Yep, for about 2.5 years.

I feel like thoughts about my future with my girlfriend like marriage and kids gives me so much anxiety like “what if I don’t want that?” But like before all this, I was thrilled and so happy and excited to create and start a life with her

@Anonymous How is your experience if you don’t mind me asking?

@Anonymous Same bro. I was excited to marry my girlfriend one day before all of this. Now it is hell. I can’t tell anymore.

It’s so awful I just want a life and kids with her but my anxiety and brain is telling me otherwise

@Anonymous Me too man, but I can’t tell anymore. It all feels so real.

@nGfloat And ive had a bad morning thinking of guys again i cant do this anymore i just want this to end

@Ihateocd83 Hey we are here for you man. What’s up?

@Anonymous Cheers 👍. My mind is in coming out mode it feels like i have feelings for guys im thinking about and wanting to be with. I tell you if i didnt have my kids i would shoot myself 😞

@Ihateocd83 Hey man I went through that kinda stage man for awhile. My mind would focus constantly on famous people who are attractive and of the same sex. Just know man your not alone. How’s your family doing man?

@Ihateocd83 Yeah man, same with me. I think about friends and stuff and it tells me I would want to cuddle. I get this feeling in my chest I guess even though it is strange.

Same bruh same

@mogoat I hate this shit. I keep saying stuff in my head. Like i want a boyfreind and shit like that 😞

@Ihateocd83 Same that’s happen to me atleast u don’t get gay sexual wet dreams