When people on here say they are having an ocd attack i feel like im in constant attack my brain just doesnt stop thinking if im gay or not. I just want my life back

Thanks bryan. I just came across a picture of a girl and it took my breath away. Then i saw a picture of a guy i got really bad anxiety and i got thoughts like i would like to see his cock ? 😞

I will not act upon the thoughts but my mind is telling me i should. I keep getting images of me kissing a guy etc

dont know how much more i can take. I feel like there is this constant pressure in my head. This morning i was thinking of a gay guy ive seen etc. Why the hell cant i think of women all the time like i used to 😞

Wish i was this morning 😞