Ellaaaax
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GregJGregJ
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Yes happening to me now
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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Me too, what are yours about? If you don’t mind me asking? I hate them because I firmly believe that if I don’t tap the wall or pick up the knife then my mum is gonna not make it :(
GregJGregJ
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@Ellaaaax I’m sorry. Mine are about “what if I killed someone” :/. Do you happen to be religious?
branzimmbranzimm
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@NOCD Advocate - Greg J. mine are the same :(
Anja82Anja82
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@NOCD Advocate - Greg J. Mine are the same too!!!!
GregJGregJ
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- OCD Conqueror
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@Anja82 It stinks but we will get thru it
Anja82Anja82
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@NOCD Advocate - Greg J. 🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️
Anja82Anja82
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This is so horrible!!!!
Anja82Anja82
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I would stand any other thought but that's just terrible!
GregJGregJ
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- OCD Conqueror
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I know but sadly your mind picks the scariest thing to you. Are you having the exact same thoughts or what are yours like?
Anja82Anja82
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@NOCD Advocate - Greg J. Yes, exactly, I have exactly the same thoughts.
Anja82Anja82
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What if I killed someone, what if I hurt someone, maybe I'll really do it 😭😭
branzimmbranzimm
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if you’re scared of it you won’t, but no matter how much i tell you that, your OCD will continue to question it
Anja82Anja82
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@branzimm Yes exactly, you are right
Anja82Anja82
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@branzimm Do you have family? Do your thoughts attack your family too?
branzimmbranzimm
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@Anja82 no mine aren’t about my family but they are bad
Anja82Anja82
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It's just unbearable
Anja82Anja82
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The thoughts are actually so crazy, but you still can't pull yourself together and believe it
Anja82Anja82
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My thoughts are constantly attacking my children
Anja82Anja82
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I just don't want to have these thoughts anymore
GregJGregJ
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I know I’m sorry. The only way to get passed them is to ignore them!
Anja82Anja82
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@NOCD Advocate - Greg J. Yes!! It is so hard.
GregJGregJ
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@Anja82 We can do rhis
Anja82Anja82
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@NOCD Advocate - Greg J. 🙏🏻
Anja82Anja82
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Thanks for your demand!
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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Mine are just saying that I’m going. To hurt them :(
Anja82Anja82
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Mine too!!!! 😭😭😭
Anja82Anja82
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Do you have children?
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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@Anja82 No I don’t, but they made me pick up a knife yesterday:(
Anja82Anja82
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@Ellaaaax Ok I understand!!
Anja82Anja82
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And what are the thoughts saying? Who are you going to hurt?
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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They are saying that i should stab myself. It’s a repeated image in my head so if I do then they will stop
Anja82Anja82
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Same
Anja82Anja82
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It is so horrible
Anja82Anja82
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But you have to keep realizing that it's just thoughts
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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But I fully believe in them, nothing bad will happen if I do it
Anja82Anja82
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But I know it's so hard I can't tell myself
Anja82Anja82
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Do you take meds?
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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Yes
Anja82Anja82
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And do the y work?
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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They work for my Psychosis but not my ocd
Anja82Anja82
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Ok I understand
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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I don’t know what to do
Anja82Anja82
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I feel you!! I also don’t know what to do
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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We can fight this!
Anja82Anja82
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We have to distract ourselves somehow
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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Yeah
Anja82Anja82
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But it is so hard
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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It really is :(
Anja82Anja82
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Can you do exercises?
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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Not really, I have bad knees
Anja82Anja82
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Oh I am sorry!
Anja82Anja82
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I have bad knees too
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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I can walk but I can’t do full exercises
Anja82Anja82
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And a broken back 🥴
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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Yeah I have Scoliosis so I get ya
Anja82Anja82
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Maybe meditation?
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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I’ve tried, don’t work
Anja82Anja82
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But I find it very difficult to be in the moment, when I have these thoughts
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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Yeah me too, it’s horrible :(
Anja82Anja82
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Yes!! 😩
Anja82Anja82
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I cannot imagine that there is anything worse
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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Ikr but my Psychosis is pretty bad too
Anja82Anja82
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Oh I believe that
Anja82Anja82
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Do you have schizophrenia or delusions?
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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Schizophrenia and delusions
Anja82Anja82
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Ok I am sorry
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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It’s okay! It’s just tough that’s all aha
Anja82Anja82
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Oh!! That’s really tough!!!
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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Yeah aha
Anja82Anja82
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You are so strong
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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I don’t feel like it right now but thank you
Anja82Anja82
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@Ellaaaax I know! neither do i
Anja82Anja82
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I hate myself for that thought
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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What do you mean?
Anja82Anja82
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Oh, I hate myself for those intrusive thoughts
Anja82Anja82
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I feel bad because of the thoughts
Ellaaaax Ellaaaax
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Ah yeah me too
Anja82Anja82
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😟😟
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