⚠️may be very very triggering for pocd⚠️ YouTubers exposed This is weird to say, but I’ve recently found out that some YouTubers, who I’ve admired for quite a long time, are pedos. I feel very weird because I am struggling with pocd. It’s also weird because they were known to be humble people, and now they are very evil. Some say that they did there actions because of there power on YouTube. They had so many underage fans. It kind of gave me anxiety because I also have somewhat of fans on twitch and soon on YouTube. Thank God I know that those actions are wrong and disgusting, but it also kinda grew my pocd. I guess I’ll just have to live with the anxiety when I try to grow my own platform.I’m not looking for reassurance, I just wanted to write this out. If your a kid ( I’m also a kid), you might want to be cautious about being a fan CallMeCarson and Mini Ladd. It’s just a weird topic that gives me anxiety, but it’s also just a crazy case. What do you guys think about the pedo YouTubers abusing their power on underage kids? ( obviously it’s bad, but what do you think about the YouTubers I’ve mentioned? We’re you once a fan of them?)

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ArtNinjaGirl

Date posted: 4y

I don’t know anything about Carson but yeah I used to be a fan of MiniLadd. I already kinda started to not like him before this news came out because of the drama between him and Terrorizer and him apparently just becoming an all around douchebag in general, but this stuff about messaging underage people was the nail in the coffin. Also Cryaotic too. When I learned that about him (even though I swear I had heard that news before) I started becoming paranoid and anxious that every single Youtuber I watched (hell, every person with some kind of internet fame) was secretly a pedo. I’m over that now but yeah. I do think a part of it was the power and influence going to their heads. As could be said about any pedo really. But yeah it’s anxiety inducing for me too.

ArtNinjaGirl

Date posted: 4y

And I saw the gist of the Carson situation on Twitter (was scrolling my feed and saw Cr1t1kal talking about it) and I’m anxious about it but can’t really place why. Maybe I’m worried that a similar situation happened with me when I was 19 (even though I’ve never gotten or sent any nudes in my life, just getting a few unsolicited dick pics when I was like 15 from a supposed 16 year old in Canada). I don’t know, all I do know is now I’m anxious (not your fault though. I wanna make that clear)

BigGyro09

Date posted: 4y

@ArtNinjaGirl I have the same thing where I know it wasn't sexting or flirting with people when I was 18 or 19 the age I am now only when I was a minor sexting with other minors but I still get anxiety about it because there may be an age gap but I say it shouldn't matter since we're both underaged but then I feel bad either way. Then when I don't feel bad about this, I ruminate about the bad playlist thing I saw on YouTube when I wasn't looking for that kind of content. Nothing of the sort had came up now and I don't look or accidentally see things that exploit children. This even happened on instagram and Twitter but I always blame myself for using the apps in the first place in those moments

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