holley
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MortgageNo2693MortgageNo2693
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Bryan I have a question for you, how long have you had hocd for?
MortgageNo2693MortgageNo2693
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I heard experimenting doesn't actually help with hocd
MortgageNo2693MortgageNo2693
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I'm sorry about that, I really am
MortgageNo2693MortgageNo2693
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Have you got help?
MortgageNo2693MortgageNo2693
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I just have a question. When he does that did it gradually start to feel almost off to you?
holleyholley
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we are fighting over this stuff pretty bad right now and are you saying that him telling me i’m straight feels wrong
MortgageNo2693MortgageNo2693
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@holley No, that's not what I'm saying, for me I used to feel good when people would tell me that but over time it started to feel off.
holleyholley
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@MortgageNo2693 oh same i feel that too
MortgageNo2693MortgageNo2693
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Yes, it's been a hell for me with these groinal responses and intrusive thoughts
holleyholley
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i feel that. i usually get aroused by lesbian fantasies but they make me unhappy. i could be straight and just get turned on by that stuff that’s all it could be 🤷🏻♀️ i’m just scared of losing my boyfriend because i have the urge like i have to go have sex with a girl instead of being with him and i don’t want that. accept the whole uncertainty of it.
MortgageNo2693MortgageNo2693
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My groinal responses even just came from looking at dudes and that freaked me out
holleyholley
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that doesn’t mean anything.
MortgageNo2693MortgageNo2693
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I wish I could believe that but my brain won't let it go
holleyholley
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same my brain won’t let it go either but you just have to sit there and just accept uncertainty about it.
MortgageNo2693MortgageNo2693
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I understand and may I be able to message you and converse?
holleyholley
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do you have whatsapp?
MortgageNo2693MortgageNo2693
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Unfortunately not, do you have a Snapchat by any chance tho?
holleyholley
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i don’t what about discord or facebook messenger?
MortgageNo2693MortgageNo2693
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Oh I got discord
MortgageNo2693MortgageNo2693
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I'm gonna need the numbers after
MortgageNo2693MortgageNo2693
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Sent a request
MortgageNo2693MortgageNo2693
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Do you identify as straight Bryan?
MortgageNo2693MortgageNo2693
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Have you found a cure for yourself?
holleyholley
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@Bryan you gotta be easier on yourself. don’t beat yourself up over it
MortgageNo2693MortgageNo2693
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Sometimes I don't even know if I like the opposite sex, it's so weird even though all my life before hocd I did and even in my breaks I did
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