CAN SOMEONE RESPOND THIS IS REALLY IMPORTANT: has any other straight girl experimented or touched the same sex before hocd? i did and regret it. i did enjoy it and i read texts where i asked my friend after i did that like the class period after i had touched her i was like “i think i have sexual attraction to girls but i think i’m straight but just like messing around with girls” and it freaked me out reading that after a whole year has passed. if i was bi because i was questioning before i think that moment would’ve been like an “a-ha!” moment and would’ve been conclusive to me but i just questioned it and never touched her again.

Sexual Orientation OCD

stop.

Date posted: 4y

Hmmm I can’t tell you anything. Sexuality is pretty complicated. It’s possible you could’ve enjoyed it at the time but have no interest for it now because sexuality is fluid. It changes sometimes. You might’ve had a knack for it then but not now.

Exoduslevi

Date posted: 4y

Had that happen to me. I'm a guy and I did some things with a friend of mine I enjoyed it in the moment but wouldn't do it again

lolashewas

Date posted: 4y

i think if you like messing around with girls you aren’t straight? but i don’t know. i don’t mean to trigger you, but I think that’s the case.

Exoduslevi

Date posted: 4y

Maybe... Maybe not

holley

Date posted: 4y

that’s not true really i haven’t done anything in a year and when i met my bf i didn’t want to do anything with a girl

holley

Date posted: 4y

@Exoduslevi hey i saw your post about getting pleasure from gay porn i have had and can have lesbian fantasies and orgasm to them and do you fantasize about this stuff?

holley

Date posted: 4y

you have to understand i was talking about a year ago lola i’m not talking about now

Exoduslevi

Date posted: 4y

@holley Yeah. And I've never felt this way until my hocd started

holley

Date posted: 4y

@Exoduslevi i’ve had a few fantasies before than nothing really significant at all

Exoduslevi

Date posted: 4y

@holley Yeah I never had gay fantasties but now theyre the only things that can get me off at times. It sucks

holley

Date posted: 4y

@Exoduslevi same dude

chels225

Date posted: 4y

I have actually been with a girl before hocd. I was curious. I did not like it and ended it, didn’t think anything of it until hocd. I know how you feel, it’s best to just say maybe I am maybe I’m not but I’m not going to figure it out right now.

Anonymous

Date posted: 4y

So honestly it’s not really a big deal. You probably in a time of your life thought of yourself as so straight that even though you did some lesbian acts of pleasure it didn’t mean anything cuz you were confident it didn’t mean you were a lesbian. Your ocd you have is making you rethink about it and not allowing you to feel confident about yourself and is purposely taking your life away. That’s what ocd does and depression. Going over your thoughts will only make things worse for you. Any and all thoughts are just thoughts.

chels225

Date posted: 4y

I am so sorry I misread your post and thought you said that you had only texted her, I shouldn’t have said I didn’t like what I did because it was still enjoyable somewhat, i didn’t mean to make you feel like it was unusual to like it

holley

Date posted: 4y

no it’s totally fine!

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