TW i had a self harm relapse and i just really don’t feel good. i’ve had enough

I think you should go get help. This is serious. You shouldn't harm yourself, omg

thanks. i’ve been harming for a longgg time and i stopped for like a month. but then i had a relapse. i feel so crappy

@animal35353 I'm so sorry. We all have relapses here and there. Unfortunately it's expected when it comes to addictive behaviors. Please. I am here for you. We all are. You've been there for me and you helped me back. Please try not to harm yourself any further. You're beautiful. You don't deserve that. You're too delicate for that sort of thing. :( That goes for all of us, man. :(

@BigGip09 awhhh thank you. it’s so nice to see people supporting eachother like this. we srsly need more people like you in this world

@animal35353 You're so welcome. :) I love to help people that not only need it but deserve it. It makes them happy and it certainly makes me happy. Human to human, you 100% matter and deserve to life and not be harmed! I'm so glad I can make you feel better than before! :)

@BigGip09 Live* excuse me

@BigGip09 yess thank you !! it’s just hard living without being diagnosed with Hocd. it bothers me so much. my sleep patterns messed up. i just don’t feel like myself

@animal35353 My sleep patterns are messed up too. :( I hope you can get a therapist to diagnose you soon. You're going to be alright. With the proper help and support you can get, you will get through this and be happier! You are not your OCD. ❤️

@BigGip09 that’s the thing tho. i can’t rlly get a therapist because i’m only 14/15 and apparently ERP is too much for me. and the fact they said that just makes me feel like i don’t have ocd because they only told me i had symptoms. i feel like i’m to young for this crap. but thank you. much appreciated:)

@animal35353 You're never too old or never too young to get the help you need! I'm so sorry you feel that way. :( OCD is able to tackle anyone at any given time from a poor confused 10 year old to a 50 year old that. It doesn't matter. It doesn't care who it comes after, but we can fight against it and dismiss it! You can talk to your parents about getting the therapy you need. They can help you as well! Sigh, I remember being your age. It's funny because my real event ruminated about things I had done at that age that I'm not proud of, but I was only a kid. Kids will do silly stupid things and it's normal. Just know that you're going to be alright. Also, ERP is going to be difficult! You can't just tackle it at the highest difficulty. It won't work because it will just overhwlem you and make you want to give up on it completely. This is something you will have to take slowly for your mind and body to adapt to the process. You climb your way up and eventually, you'll overpower this! You got this. :)

@BigGip09 thank you so much. i just wish i had that certainty that i had it. it’s such a horrible thing

@animal35353 You'll handle it. Take things one step at a time. You're still very young and you have such a long way to go! I wish you nothing but the best, kid. :)

@BigGip09 thank you so much ! :)