Anonymous
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AnonymousAnonymous
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Have you experienced anything like what my post described?
j09182j09182
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Ofc!
AnonymousAnonymous
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@jasminex123 It’s so scary
AnonymousAnonymous
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@jasminex123 Oh for sure! Or like I think they’re pretty so I would want to date them
Corie Corie
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I get turned on by lesbian sex scenes in movies, or just them kissing. I fantasize about it as well during masturbation or recently to orgasm during sex sometimes ocd uses this against me saying how I want to do it in real life and would rather have sex with woman and would do it. It causes me great discomfort and anxiety, the sexual part of it is the hardest part for me to accept since this is the only thing I’ve ever watched or fantasized about since I was young. It’s awful.
AnonymousAnonymous
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That’s super tough! I’m sorry about that. Are you dating anyone now? I can relate, I’m not turned on by lesbians (I think) but I would get turned on by men using women and like sexual depictions of women
AnonymousAnonymous
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@jasminex123 True true, still worries me. Now I’m worried if I watched lesbian porn I’d be turned on
AnonymousAnonymous
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@wellwellwell @Corie, there’s also nothing wrong with that. A lot of women relate and it in no way makes you a lesbian
Corie Corie
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@wellwellwell I am dating someone! It makes it all the bit harder too
AnonymousAnonymous
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@Corie I totally get it. Have you ever orgasmed without thinking of that?
Corie Corie
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@wellwellwell Yes but it’s easier and quicker when thinking of lesbian sex
AnonymousAnonymous
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@Corie Okay, so clearly you don’t need that to be satisfied by a man! And your brain is so used to using that during Masturbation that’s probably why it’s easier
Corie Corie
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@wellwellwell Yeah a part of me knows it’s so normal and means nothing, but then OCD takes it and runs with it. Also doesn’t help that so many post on here about having HOCD then later find out they are what they fear. But have to look at it as a trigger and we can take that as a good thing and practice our response to it
Corie Corie
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@jasminex123 People post on here about how they talked with others who had HOCD and then years after realized they are bi/gay
Corie Corie
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@jasminex123 I can see that, as we never truly know the full story or if they were diagnosed although it COULD be a possibility as we have to go with uncertainty here. But OCD even tells me that I’m like them or what you just said “maybe I didn’t speak on my crushes or desires and I did like girls when I was younger” it’s almost laughable.
AnonymousAnonymous
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@Corie A lot of those cases the people were never officially diagnosed
Corie Corie
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@jasminex123 I haven’t had ocd themes in the past either, my ocd theme doesn’t really switch. Sometimes I have rOCD come in too but it was never chronic! Not everyone’s themes switch and everyone is a bit different
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