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Have you experienced anything like what my post described?
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@jasminex123 It’s so scary
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@jasminex123 Oh for sure! Or like I think they’re pretty so I would want to date them
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I get turned on by lesbian sex scenes in movies, or just them kissing. I fantasize about it as well during masturbation or recently to orgasm during sex sometimes ocd uses this against me saying how I want to do it in real life and would rather have sex with woman and would do it. It causes me great discomfort and anxiety, the sexual part of it is the hardest part for me to accept since this is the only thing I’ve ever watched or fantasized about since I was young. It’s awful.
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That’s super tough! I’m sorry about that. Are you dating anyone now? I can relate, I’m not turned on by lesbians (I think) but I would get turned on by men using women and like sexual depictions of women
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@jasminex123 True true, still worries me. Now I’m worried if I watched lesbian porn I’d be turned on
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@wellwellwell @Corie, there’s also nothing wrong with that. A lot of women relate and it in no way makes you a lesbian
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@wellwellwell I am dating someone! It makes it all the bit harder too
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@Corie I totally get it. Have you ever orgasmed without thinking of that?
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@wellwellwell Yes but it’s easier and quicker when thinking of lesbian sex
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@Corie Okay, so clearly you don’t need that to be satisfied by a man! And your brain is so used to using that during Masturbation that’s probably why it’s easier
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@wellwellwell Yeah a part of me knows it’s so normal and means nothing, but then OCD takes it and runs with it. Also doesn’t help that so many post on here about having HOCD then later find out they are what they fear. But have to look at it as a trigger and we can take that as a good thing and practice our response to it
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@jasminex123 People post on here about how they talked with others who had HOCD and then years after realized they are bi/gay
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@jasminex123 I can see that, as we never truly know the full story or if they were diagnosed although it COULD be a possibility as we have to go with uncertainty here. But OCD even tells me that I’m like them or what you just said “maybe I didn’t speak on my crushes or desires and I did like girls when I was younger” it’s almost laughable.
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@Corie A lot of those cases the people were never officially diagnosed
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@jasminex123 I haven’t had ocd themes in the past either, my ocd theme doesn’t really switch. Sometimes I have rOCD come in too but it was never chronic! Not everyone’s themes switch and everyone is a bit different
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I won’t explain this again if you’ve been or going through it you know what I’m talking about. I felt good about women about an hour ago and now I’m worrying again I’m anxious and the groinals are back and it’s so annoying because I can’t study. And honestly I’m so sick and tired of this. I’ve been a girl crazy my whole life and my mind randomly decides “well what if you are gay” like bro. I’ve never seen a guy that way and in general IT WAS NEVER SOMETHING I THOUGHT ABOUT OR ASSOCIATED MYSELF WITH. IVE NEVER FELT ANYTHING TOWARDS A MAN AND NOW IT FEELS LIKE IT RANDOMLY FLIPPED. I CANT DO THIS BRO. WHY WOULD THIS HAPPEN IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH INSECURITIES ALREADY AND MY ATTRACTION WAS THE ONLY REAL THING I HAD LEFT AND NOW THIS. HOW MUCH DO YOU HATE ME GOD.
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I’m like 90% sure I’m just bi, more romantically inclined to men, mainly my bf who I wanna marry. But now my brain is like “if you lean into liking women or keep circling and circling for answers you’ll lose all attraction to men and your bf. You’re practically already a lesbian” I feel so tense and anxious I will admit I am talking to chat gpt out of desperation I’m scared of losing all attraction to him I don’t wanna be thinking about women. I don’t unless I’m really stressed cuz when I’m stressed my ocd can take advantage of that I can usually ground myself when I’m in the city with him but I’m back home for most of the summer and I can’t be physically close to him which usually reminds me that hey this is real this is what I really want in life. Him But then I panic and question I haven’t been here in a while tbh. I’m worried I don’t feel enough. I don’t like magic Mike all that much, I like softer guys. But now the fact I don’t like/get turned on by random men on tv but do women in lingerie really stresses me out and makes me worry I’m truly a lesbian but I’m not. Once I started getting to know my bf and my ex bf’s I really did truly genuinely like them and wanted to make out and everything. Idk can anyone relate to the not liking big buff men All my brain is repeating rn is “when he dies you’ll be able to date a woman, when you break up you’ll only wanna date women” and it’s stressing me out. It’s making me nauseous. I was doing well for about a couple days after I initially left but being at home has been so incredibly draining This might give you a vision of how stressful home is: I’ve been on nexplanon for 7 months ish? Only had very minimal spotting during a stressful school period. Today: fully bleeding, like a usual period. I haven’t had my period since having it put in. I wanna go back to my bf so badly rn. I’m so worried I’m faking or don’t feel enough. I’m learning what a healthy relationship looks like and I’m terrified I’m gonna up and leave him when we’re older cuz I’ll finally figure out that I’m a lesbian or smthn. Idk. Someone pls just help me out a tad
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I watched the trailer for the movie “Am I Ok?” and got completely triggered. Basically a 32 yo woman discovers she’s a lesbian seemingly out of nowhere. I was triggers and did some research (bad idea) and apparently some people who are gay have never had romantic or sexual interest in people of the same sex until one spontaneous moment of discovery. Now I’m worried that this could be me!! I’ve never had a long term relationship, have had crushes and fantasies but back out when things get too close for me. I do prefer my little fantasy world guy but now I’m wondering if maybe I missed something and am in denial, even if I didn’t know it.
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