Everyone please listen to me carefully, YOU ARE NOT GONNA CURE HOCD. There i said it, its basically not curable. But there i something you can do. You can sit there with the thoughts and just let them be there. Wow u feel like your thoughts, so scary. But are you ever gonna act on them, HELL NO. If you know yourself and who you really are, ur not gonna act on them, if you get in a situation where u could act on them, your gonna think this is so stupid, why would I do this. Hocd is just anxiety, I don’t even look at it as Hocd. Your overthinking if your gay like bruh. I got the thoughts over night back in june and I’ve been struggling until yesterday I had it and I’m just keeping the Thoughts in my head because I know they can’t do anything towards me. If you know your not gay, you not gay, simple as that. I want to grow up and be a ocd therapist now that I’ve been struggling with this. Trust me guys, u guys are gonna get through it. I still have the thoughts but they are not powerful, if you need help just let me know

Same here I feel like I could be literally anything and I can’t even do basic things without obsessing over it

@BRoyTheNatural Honestly I’m at the point where reassurance doesn’t work for me anymore.

@Clementine Me too, nothing works.. I feel so sad looking back on life before being so secure in myself and happy

@BRoyTheNatural I’m so sorry u feel like this too :( I’m only 15 and I was so looking forward to the rest of my life and now I couldn’t care less if it ended (I’m not going to do anything dw). I just feel like I’ve lost my future to something that is never going away

@Clementine Yeah me too it started at 17 and now I’m 20, literally having to take a semester off of college to try to deal with this. It’s so scary and I haven’t even been diagnosed so I’m just paralyzed with fear . I used to know who I was and stuff so clearly and looked forward to being this age but never expected this, I don’t think I’ll ever be myself again

Ur gonna be ok

@Minecraft22 And like earlier on I still always knew I was straight like you said but I don’t even know that anymore

@BRoyTheNatural And it’s all I think about all day and I just feel like it’s all true and I know there’s nothing wrong with not being straight but I just don’t understand how I could have turned from 100% straight and so confident I never thought about it to like gay or bi maybe it’s the sexual fluidity shit I’ve read so much about that terrifies me

@BRoyTheNatural It’s because the thoughts aren’t real and don’t define u, yeah u get worried but they aren’t true

@Minecraft22 I want to believe that but I just don’t know what’s true and what’s not anymore it’s so terrifying

Yea and I get weird anal twitches and sensations all the time